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She wins...

Yah, you can guess what I almost did...I tried to overdose...and I'm still kinda shaken of what I almost did. I would have if it wasn't for her, trust me on that. Memories flooded of everyone and her. I planned it out and my deadline was 11:59 a start of a new day. No one would realize it to the morning. But granted no one would care they would just forget about me after a few weeks. I managed to spit back out the pills...but that hurt. I cried all last night. I managed to spit them out at 12:02. May 4...or May 5 I couldn't do it. I tried so hard to...but my mind wouldn't let me...I had her Jacket...but that doesn't matter now...I'm getting the help...but I'm a stupid person..don't comment or anything...I already am..hearing it from people...the Orange pills are from someone I gotten from. He said if I take more than 2 I'll die..but there home made, so there not safe. But I am not in the best place but I'll live...to see another day...or even a year...I'm sorry to everyone...🌙💙💕