I wake up to a bright light shining in my eyes....I hear a beep, beep, beep, beep....damn I think, I didn't succeed again....
"oh hunny you have to stop doing this to yourself. We can't take it anymore" I hear my mom say..
I sit up and look around and then look at my wrists, there all bandaged(sp?) up.
"when do I get to leave here" I ask my mom
" your leaving tomorrow morning, were sending you to rehab, you can't keep hurting yourself, this is what's best for you"
I look at her like she's crazy. My mom is tall, blonde, skinny, and beautiful, so unlike me, even her personality is so different than mine. I think to myself, I wonder what she's thinking, wondering where she went wrong with me?
"you can't send me there! I wont let you. I don't need help."
"Yes you do Sky, you keep hurting yourself and what your doing to yourself is hurting you and our family. You need to get better. Were sending you away because we love you."
"IF YOU LOVED ME YOU WOULDNT BE SENDING ME AWAY LIKE THIS!!!!" I yelled at her.
"believe what you want to believe Sky but me and your father are only thinking of what's best for you, I will see you tomorrow when I come to pick you up to take you to rehab. I'll bring all your stuff with me, I love you Sky, I really do." she said as she walked out of my hospital room.
Twenty minutes after she left, the nurse came in and checked all the machines and then said lights out and turned them off.
I layed there thinking about rehab and my family. Really my life wasn't that bad, I had a younger sister
and a mom and dad. We weren't rich buy we weren't poor. I had friends, no one I was really close too, at
least not now anyways. I think about my brother and how much I miss him.
I close my eyes and slowly drift off to sleep, dreading tomorrow more than anything....
I wake up to a nurse leaning over me.
"you need to get up and get ready, your mom will be here in an twenty minutes"
I groan and sit up. I look to where the nurse was and don't see her. I see a set of cloths sitting in the chair my mom was sitting in yesterday. I grab them and head to the bathroom to change.
I look in the mirror after I've pit the cloths on and see my black hair wildly framing my face. I look into my light almost crystal blue eyes searching for the old me. "who are you sky?" I ask myself.
It's then that I hear a knock on the door to the bathroom. I turn around and open the door. I stare at my mom. "are you ready to go?" she asks. I ignore her and brush past her. I walk out of the room and walk to the receptionist desk. The whole hospital could hear my moms shoes clicking as she walked up from behind me. She talks to the receptionist and then signs some papers. "let's go Sky." I look up at her and then walk out the doors, spot the car with dad sitting in the drivers side and Summer sitting in the back.
Summer reaches over and opens the door for me as I walk up. I look at her and slide into the car. She shuffles around some bags and gets into the middle seat and hugs me. "I've missed you Sky." I hug her back and lean against the window. I drift off to sleep.....
I'm running. I can hear screaming. It's Spencer. I can tell. I call out to him. He doesn't come. I turn around and run back....laying on the ground in a pool of blood, I find my twin brother. I scream and drop down on my knees by him and hug him to me screaming and crying. A set of hands clamp around my mouth and pull me away from Spencer, they pull me into the dark shadows.
I wake up screaming and crying. My mom look back around at me. "Honey are you okay?" I wipe my eyes and stare out the window. I hear a shrill scream. "were here. Sky look it's lovely, I can tell this place is going to be good for you."
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What do you think is going to happen on Sky's first day at rehab? I need 5 comments before I can write again. Thanks a bunch for reading and commenting.
