The Words that made me Run

I then ran

Its a damn wedding shower. Where they even gonna tell me. I get it. Im the daughter that isnt both of theres. Thats sent to Bulgara 8 months a year. I look inside at there pitch perfect family and there friends. I watch as they announce brides maids. There perfect little daughter is called to be one and two other friends of theres.

Then groom maids go. My name is not called for anything. I walk in the back door and look at them. My heart is crushed. It takes my father a minute to see me. When he does I guess he can see the hurt on my face. "Maye..." My father says. "I get it. You tell everyone im mental and send me to Bulgara 8 months a year to a private school.

I descide to come back in October so I can spend time with you even tho you dont want me here!When I get back you dont let me stay in the house that was a present to MY MOTHER! You make me stay with my grandfather! When he leaves for his fishing trip every summer im stuck on the streets for 3 months. You dont offer to let me stay here. Hell ive asked to. You say no your busy!

I never get to see you! You wont tell me anything about mom!I dont even know her name! You make a perfect little family and leave your fuck up in the dust. You couldnt keep it in your pants so I came. Im your fuck up so you try to get rid of me. Well im done! My grandfather died 2 hours ago! I found him as soon as I got here! Go fuck yourself!" I yelled and ran out of the house.

I ran and ran and I didnt stop. Im tired of it all. Im so tired of my father. I ran deep into the woods. So deep I got lost. The woods are huge but I never thought I would get lost in them. I think this is what I need. To be lost and to get away from it all. I dont return till early morning around 1 am. Ive been gone 9 hours.

I'm hurt. Im hurt that my father didnt care. But im hurt the most that my only family just passed away. I go to my grandfathers house. As I enter the back yard the lights are on in the house. I go to the shed. In the shed theres an old matress and I lay down on it. Its dusty and old but it will do. I get up the next day. I look at my phone its already 3 pm.

I get up and head to town. I go to Curnes grill. Where the best food in town is made. I take a seat in a booth and order a vegi burger. Im vegetarian. I dont like the thought of killing the innocent. I'm about to start in on my burger when a group of jocks and cheerleaders come threw the door. One of them being James. I reconize some of the kids from my summers here.

I sit and ponder weather or not to leave. These kids where the same ones who use to pick on me. The reason I would go back to Bulgara early. I take a deep breathe and remind myself that it was my idea to come back in October. This is know ones fault but my own.

I take a deep breathe. I ask for a small to go box. I grab my bag and walk out. As im about to walk out I hear there voices. "Is that?" one says. "Dude I think that is." another says. "Ya giz. That looks like Maye Donase." another joins in. I walk out and start walking down the side walk. Theres an alley I can go down to hide for a minute.

I hear them behind me. Im guessing 6 maybe 7 of them. I walk faster and I make it to the alley. By then im running. I get there and run to the back of the alley. Dead end. Dead end. Its a stupid fucking dead end! I take a deep breathe and turn around as they run down the alley.

"Look who we got here. Maye Donase." One says. I recongnize him with ease. Its Jake Blison. I reconize 3 others being Greg Howle, Anthony Yerk, and Joseph Riverton. What do you giz want?" I ask. I stand strong. I wont let them know how scared I really am. "When did you get back in town?" Anthony asked. "24 hours ago." I said. "Heard about your gramps. Maybe your the one who killed him. I mean it would make since. You get into town the same time he dies. Then you interup your fathers wedding shower freaking out. Its perfect." Anthony says.

"We already know your crazy." One of the ones I dont remember says. I ignore them. "Go back to Bulgara with your mother. Heaven knows your father doesnt want you here." Joseph says. Did I forget to mention. Everyone here thinks Romay is my mother even tho shes far to old to be. The math doesnt add up but know one cares.

I ignore there comments. "Are we done here?" I ask. "Go ahead." Jake says. They let me threw a bit but then someone grabs the back of my bag and drags it back causing me to fall on the floor and my food to go flying out of my hands. Onto the cement ground. I quickly get up. "Stay away from me!" I yell. I then slap Anthony and all hell brakes lose.

"You stupid bitch." Says Greg. Im then punched several times by 2 of the guys I dont know. Another one joins. It Tony. Tony Skalye my future step-brother. Hes about to join in when he sees me. "Maye?" He ask. "Guys stop!" He yells and they all stop. "Whatd she do to you giz?" He ask. "She slapped Anthony." Says Joseph.

"Her reason?" He ask. "Does she have to be one. Shes Mr.Donase crazy daughter from Bulgara." Greg says. "I know. Hes about to be my step dad." Tony says. "So. She ruined your mothers wedding shower. I know a guy that..." "Shut up." Tony says. "You get your shit lets go. Now." Tony orders me.

Just then James comes running down the alley. "Giz! Leave her alone!" He yells but hes to late. I grab my stuff. "What are you doing here Tony?" James ask. "Saving her." Tony says. I walk right behind Tony down the road to his car. I get in and he speeds off. "What where you thinking!" Tony yells at me.

"You relize what they would of done! Your fucking crazy! Do you have a stupid death wish!? 24 hours in and youve already caused trouble! Youve ran away! Youve interupted a wedding shower! Youve about just got yourself killed or worse! You need to get your stupid as..." "Dont you think if I wanted to be yelled at I would be at my fathers?!" I yell interupting him.

"Is this what you did in Bulgara?" He ask under his breathe. "No cause in stupid Bulgara I dont have to worry about my father getting married behind my back! I dont have to worry about siblings! Or alley ways! Or a place to live! Or lieing about my name!" I yell.

"What?" Tony ask. "You wanna know ask your father cause he isnt mine. Drop me off at my grandfathers." I say. "No your going to your fathers house." "Dont you mean my mothers house?" I ask. "I dont know shes been in your life even less." he says. "Low blow asshole." I say. Tony then pulls up to cabin looking house.

I go to walk off but Tony grabs my arm and drags me inside. When we get inside my father stand ups from his new white couch. "Where did you find her?" he ask Tony. "In an alleyway with some jocks. Shes bruised up but she'll be fine." Tony says. "Im standing right here!" I yell. "Your going back to Bulgara." My father says.