The Words that made me Run

That's pathetic for 16 years.

"No im not. Im staying here." I say. "Its not safe and your causeing trouble." He says. "Ya sorry for interupting your wedding shower you where never going to tell me about." I say and roll my eyes. "I was going to tell you." He defends himself. "Sure. Can I leave now?" I ask. "No your flights not till 7 tomorrow." He says.

"Im not going back to Bulgara!" I yell. "Yes, you are." He says. "You havent raised me at all! You get in say in what I do you son of a bitch!" I yell. "Shar!" He yells at me. I know ive made him mad. He never calls me by my real name. "What afraid the world will know my real name father? What is the deal with that anyway!" I yell.

"Dont worry about it! Your future step mother is at work, yours sisters at her friends and Tony just left. Your leaving and im going on a run." He says. I walk out and he runs into the woods changing as he does. I then run to the back door and pick the lock with ease. I run into his office. I find nothing.

Little does he know ive learned tricks from being homeless so many times. I move the desk nothing. I then pull out a book case. Nothing. I then check another. When I pull the small book case out theres a small opening. I go threw it. Inside is another room intireley. Its has pictures and a map.

These pictures are all of the same women. I look at the back of one of the photos. It says Lynnette Fairene Donase. I then look at a photo of her and my father with a little baby. It says Ly, Brad, and June. The baby is me. This women is my mother. I look threw the desk in the small room. I find a file. I put it in my bad. I then take pictures of everything in the room.

I hurry out and shut it. I try my best to make it look like I was never there. I then get to the back door and my father is coming in. All to soon he sees me. "What are you doing in here?" He ask. "I forgot my phone. Whats it to you. Youve never been one to care about me much." I say and then I leave. I run to my grandfathers house.

I get in the shed and its almost dark. I turn on the light. I read the file. Its over this women who is my mother. There are small photos of her. Photos that where taken in a moment. Her getting into a car. Her in the store. A note that says it was left in a bathroom. The note says. "Im Lynette Donase. Help."

Im trying to remember where ive seen this women before. I know ive seen her. Im trying to put my finger on it. She was in Curnes grill just over an hour ago!" I put the file in my bag and I run as fast as I can to Curnes grill. When I get there I ask the waitress if shes seen her before. The lady says I just missed them. That they said they where heading to Donase house.

I run outside. I run back to my grandfathers. When I get there I run thew the back door. There just getting up the porch. I run upstairs. I wanna hear what these people are saying. Yes I believe this women is my mother but know way am I going into this empty handed. When I get upstairs I pull the file out for when I confront her.

Holy shit im about to meet my mother. Holy shit. Holy shit paste. Holy shit! I stand at the top of the stairs and listen closely. "Now that hes dead we maybe able to find a resent picture of the girl. You tell us if you see anything that may relate to your kid!" The man yells. The kid. Me? Why would they need me.

"Ya I need backup here now. Know one is here." The man says. Theres silence for the longest 7 minutes of my life. They stay down stairs. "There here." he says. "You find anything yet?" Says another man whom im guessing just got here. "Not yet." The one here with my mother says. "Well keep looking!" The one that just came in yells.

Just then a phone rings. I then relize all to late its mine. Its down stairs. "Got a phone!" The first one yells. "Whos the caller?" Ask the second one. "The fucked up father. Is what it says." "Let me see it. Ill get him to stop!" The women my mother says. "Hello?" My mother ask.

She puts it on speaker. "Whos this?" He ask. "Ly." She says. So its definetly her. "Let me talk to my mother." He says. "Shes not here." "Where is June?" He ask. "We have no idea." She says. What the hell is he talking about. "Please come home Ly. Its been 16 years." He begs. "Meet me at Curnes grill in 10 minutes." She says.

She hangs up. "Dont worry im not going any where." She says. "Good. Now we need to find that girl. She holds more power then anyone of us combined." The 2nd man says. "You 2 upstairs." The first one yells. I run into my grandfathers room and into the clothest to hide.

I hear them opening doors and everything and I know its just a matter of time. I hear them come into my grandfathes room. One opens the clothest and find me. He grabs my arm. "LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yell. He put a cuff on my arm. "Leave me alone!" I yell. I try to get away but he slaps me. "Stop!" I yell.

Im then burnt by the couf. "Ow stop!" I yell still fighting. He then turns up the power on the couf. "OWWW!" I yell. I fell onto the floor and the two of the guys in here picked me up. One at each arm.Next thing I know everyone's upstairs. Including the women that is my mother. "Whats your name?" The second one ask.

"Wouldnt you like to know." I say. Im then burnt again. "Ow! You could stop that at anypoint!" I yell. "Whats your name?" He ask again. I stay silent. "Grab her lets go." He says. Im then blind folded and taken into a vechial. After a bit we get out and im taken down stairs. Im then strapped into a chair. They take off the blind fold.

"Whats your name?" He ask again. I stay silent. They burn me. "Whats your name?" he ask again. Im burnt worse. "Maye! They call me Maye!" I yell. My mother looks at me. "Ok so Maye. Who was that who called your phone then?" He asked.

"I dont know I stole it from a cabin house up the road. Im fucking homless. I have nothing." I say. "Thats very funny. I know your Sharjunetta Bresona Hillson." He says. "Im not so your facts are screwed up." I say. "I thought maybe they could be. But then I found a file in your bag Maye." He says. Fuck. Fucky fuck fuck.

"Its about Lynnette Fairene Donase. Your mother." He says. I dont say anything. "Speaking of witch Sarah. Heres your kid." He says and walks out of the room along with everyone else but her. "Im sorry." Is all she says. "Sorry? Thats pretty weak includeing youve had 16 years." I say.