We arrive back to the room.
I am genuinely in the dark about what tonight will hold. Earlier I was nervous and now, I just want to smoke so the butterflies will go away.
Weed invades my body and forces the butterflies to flee, it's as if with every puff their will to stay in my tummy lessens.
Something I love about you is how you'd open doors for me, I mention this because you opened the door to the room, and rather than strolling inside yourself, letting me follow behind.. you opened it for me, let me in before you. That little shit.. it's pure beauty to me.
I feel as if I notice and remember many things you do, you do these things without much thought of how much it effects me. Good and bad.
But tonight, is about the good. Don't think about the bad Lyssa, it's dangerous...
I sit on the bed you're unpacking the snacks you just bought, you pull out a bag of Doritos, one of my favorite flavors.
"Don't you like these kind?", you say that looking at me holding the chips up.
"Haha yea, those be good asf."
Awh, how sweet.... he remembers.
We're smoking, lighting up. Sitting on the bed. I keep looking at you.. it's hard not to I swear I've never seen a man so damn handsome. You attract my eye like no other, you are still the only one I see...
Damn.
