Pyaar Impossible(✔)

Part 2

I just couldn't recognize the person in front me. Really, makeup can change you a lot. I just hope Neil doesn't think that my parents swapped the bride because the girl whom I'm seeing in the mirror is too beautiful. She's looking like a complete package of beauty.

I was getting this jittery feeling in the pit of my stomach. Not that I was excited about getting married but the talks going in my room were doing no good to me. My cousins whom I meet only once a year are discussing my plan of action for my first night.

How creepy is that? I haven't even thought about it myself.

Although, it makes me think of ways to avoid letting "IT" happen between me and Neil. We don't even know each other that well. The only conversations that we've had since our first meet is a series of whatsapp messages which were limited to "Good morning" and "Good night" only.
Plus, he's a good guy.

But, what if this good guy is a devil in bed who doesn't take no for an answer?

I was deep lost in my thoughts when one of my cousin's nudged me and said, "Thinking about jeeju ha".
I swear it took all of my self control to not roll my eyes at her.

I just smiled a little..

Just then, my mom entered and signed all the girls to go outside. She closed the doors and windows and drew the curtains close.

If you're thinking that she was here for a heart to heart conversation with her daughter, then you're completely wrong.

Her face had turned into a scowl as she stares at my breast.

Why aren't you wearing the pushup bra I gave you?

Mom! Please! I told you I'm not comfortable in those types of things.

Avni! You're about to get married. You'll be a married woman in a few hours and you have to do these things and wear such things to attract your husband.

Mom,can we please not talk about this?

You'll regret later on when you'll find your husband drifting away.

Mom...

Don't commit the mistakes that I've done Avni. Else, you'll end up waiting for him every night while he will be in some other woman's pants.

He's not like dad.
Please let him not be like dad.

I wish the same Avu. But princess, he's a man after all. Men crave for exciting things and we woman have to do such things in order to keep them glued to us.

Why didn't you leave dad after you found out?

That's the price you pay for being born in elite families. You care more about everyone than your self respect.

A tear escaped her eyes which she immediately wiped away.
I felt bad for her. I don't want to have the same fate as her. She's strong, I'm not.

What do you want me to do,mom?

Try and be someone who is all a man can wish for. Men like woman who are good wives and daughter-in-law in the day and a great submissive at night.

What if Neil is different?

I wish he is different. But we can't take a chance. Can we?

I shook my head and hugged her. We cried. Thank God the makeup is waterproof.

Mom is right. I can't take any chances. I don't want to end up with the same fate as hers.