Pyaar Impossible(✔)

Part 5

The sunlight peeping through the windows was disturbing the sleeping beauty's sleep. Avni scrunched her face and turned to the other side. She said 'hmm...' when she felt someone caressing her hair. She slowly opened her eyes and saw Neil looking at her lovingly.

She immediately remembered the incidents of last night and woke up with a jerk. She just remembered her keeping her head on Neil's shoulder. Then it struck her that she might have slept on the way.

Neil looked at her confused.

N: What happened?

Avni looked at him and immediately her eyes filled with tears.

A: I'm sorry....vo...I.. I slept...I.

Neil cupped her face and said," It's okay Avni. You were tired so you slept. What's wrong in it?".

A: Neil, it was our first night.
She said sniffling.

N: Exactly. It was our first night together not last. Its alright jaan.

Avni was shocked to hear it. She thought that he would be angry about her spoiling the first night but here he is talking to her in such a sweet way. She felt lucky to have him.

Neil noticed her sadness. He felt bad. He just pecked her  forehead and told her to freshen up.

Avni just nodded her head and got up. She went to the washroom and started off by removing her make up and then took a bath. She was moisturising her legs when she heard Neil's phone ringing. She continued her work but stopped when she heard a female name from Neil's mouth.

She immediately remembered her mom's words.

'Nahi. I can't let this happen. I'll not let history repeat. I can't lose Neil. I can't.'.

She came out of the washroom in a bathrobe. Her hair dripping wet. Neil looked at her and immediately looked away.

N: I'll go out. You can change here.

A: Neil. I need your help.
Avni said slowly approaching Neil while he gulped hard.

A: Can you help me put moisturizer on my back?

N: What?me!

Avni nodded her head and gave him the bottle.

N: Are you sure?

A: Of course Neil. You're my husband.

Avni said and turned around. She slowly brought her hair on the front and opened the belt of her bathrobe and lowered it from her shoulders. She held it tightly from the front. The robe was barely covering her assets. Her milky rounds ready to spill out from her hold.

While Neil was having a hard time controlling himself. Avni's back was on full display and from the mirror he could see her  front merely covered. If the bathrobe moved even an inch from its place her tits would be on full display.

A: Neil. Do it.
She whispered turning him on.

Neil took the moisturizer and started applying from her shoulders and moved towards her lower back. His grip firm enough. Avni's breathing got heavy. He again repeated the same motion and Avni's grip on her assets got harder making them spill more out of the bathrobe. Neil saw this and tried to control himself. He again repeated the same motion and this time his control broke when he heard Avni.

A: N..Neil!
She moaned. Her head tilted towards one side and her face showing pleasure.

He immediately turned her around and gripped her waist.

N: Stop me Avni.
He whispered in her ears while Avni smiled seeing her plan work. She knew she had to do this. She had promised her Maa. She had to give away her virginity that too for a happy marriage. She didn't want to lose it this way. She wanted to be in love with her husband for her first love making. But at the moment, she just wanted him to fuck her. Maybe, a physical relationship would help her fall for him.
Little did she know, it takes trust and happiness to fall in love and that same love  leads to a happy marriage.
But, her parent's failed marriage had impacted her in a wrong way. She turned blind enough to not notice that Neil needed her emotional attachment to him more than physical.

She took a step back and looked into his eyes. She smiled and climbed up the bed and sat in the middle.

A: Don't stop.

Neil rubbed the back of his neck and looked around.

He was trying to control. He felt as if everything is rushing too fast. But Avni sitting almost naked on the bed did no good to him. It was 7 in the morning and he had enough time to devour her until they leave for home.

He took a deep breath and looked at her. He took off his shirt and unzipped his pants and removed them. He climbed up on the bed and sat in front of her.

He kissed her forehead and cupped cheeks. He kissed her eyes one by one and then the tip of her nose. Avni looked into his eyes and saw him looking at her lips. She closed her eyes and felt his tender kiss on her lips. Her grip on her bathrobe loosened and it fell on the bed. He broke the kiss and looked at her. He was turned on as hell. She was totally naked and she looked hot as hell. He pushed her down and kissed her hard with his hands roaming all over her body, squeezing her waist and boobs. He left her lips and started going down on her neck and cleavage area. His hands rubbed her thighs. His hand went to her heat and she was wet. He started rubbing her there.

But, Avni she was crying. She didn't want this. She didn't want to give away her virtue like this. Not that she didn't like Neil but she wanted to be in love with him before indulging into a physical relationship.

Neil looked up and immediately stopped after seeing her tears.

N: Avni. Is everything okay? Did I hurt you?

She got shocked. She didn't want him to stop. She wanted to end what has started. She didn't want Neil to feel unwanted by her. She wanted him to crave for her so that he would not go after some other woman.

A: No. Its just that I'm happy. Its just that the pleasure is too much to handle.
She said smiling. She grabbed his hair and kissed him hard.

And everything after that was a blur. She moaned, screamed.

She cried after that for an hour before she drifted to sleep and he hugged her to calm her.

He thought that its the physical pain of loosing her virginity but it was the emotional pain of losing her virtue and that too without falling in love. But somewhere she knew that Neil loved her and wasn't a bit like her father. She cried because she betrayed him, his LOVE.