Unexpected Perfection

Through The Motions

"S.................... Ars?......................... Mars!" the haze I was in completely left me at the sound of my friends voice or...shout I guess.  I focused on my friends eyes as I came back to reality.  Arching my eyebrows I spoke "yea?" "where you even listening?" she questioned from the other side of the table "of course I was" came my reply with a smile I might add.

She squinted her eyes in doubt and I could only feel as my smile grew until it no longer was a smile but a giggle "your dumb" I said with a big smile still plastered on my face "And your lying" she playfully scuffed "your right" I responded with a small humorless smile "I'm sorry.  I was just thinking".

"What do you have to think about so much huh? Is something up? Girl your Seventeen what are you thinking about?" she ferowed her brows with a minor look of worry.  everything.  "Nothing really.  Just thinking" is what I replied.  She hummed in response and looked at me with a thoughtful expression.

Her expression changed into a complacent smirk she arched an eyebrow and said "Ooohhhhhh I know what you were thinking about" she paused for a second.  "Mrs. Martinez's ass" she yelled and then almost died from her own laughter.

My eyes widened "Oh my gosh kaila, shut up!" I looked around to See if anyone was staring thank goodness no one was.  I could feel the heat on my neck and face fade.  She wasn't wrong though.  Mrs. Martinez had a nice plump round ass, when she walked all I could do was stare and make sure my eyeballs stayed where they were soposed to be. Curse that woman for being so fine.

My "gayness" Isn't a secret but it's not something I tell everyone although I'm actually bisexual but......I'm gay as f**k.  My friend Kai here is straight but she loves me and I love her too.  She accepts me for who I am and right now we are sitting in the school cafeteria and I was soposed to be listening to her rant about all the homework she has to do.

In reality it's not much but I feel the same way so I get what she's saying.  Everyone else who sits with us hasn't arrived yet so we were just chillin talking about whatever until this happened gosh she's so weird sometimes.

"Damn girl why you get so red? You blush to easily" she laughed "well maybe I wouldn't have to if you weren't such an asshole" I complained "Awwww babe you know I was just messing with you. I just know how much you like Mrs martinez's ass" she jested I gave her a really? kinda look "OK ok ok" she rose her hands in surrender.

"So what were you thinking about?" she changed the subject. "The pile of homework I have to do" i responded "I know right Mr. Leonardo gives us to much homework" she started and from there we continued till lunch was over.

I met Kaila freshman year and damnn I thought she was beautiful with her marble lookin' green eyes and that long dark snow whiteish hair.  I originally became her friend to see if I could get in them jeans but later I found out what an amazing straight person she was and I decided I wanted to keep her.

After the rest of my classes school was over.  I got on the bus put my headphones in and stared out the window the whole way home.  When I got inside I threw my backpack on the ground in the hallway kicked my shoes of and dragged my feet through the house.

I stopped in the kitchen like I always do and there was my mom like she always is, cooking.  My mom was getting old.  I could see the frown lines which weren't always their and the white lonesome hairs that sprouted in different places on her once brown hair.  I remember when my mom looked more alive, younger.  It makes me sad to think she's getting older but she's still vibrant as ever.

She hears me "walking" in and turns to me. "hey sweetie how was school?" I could see the crows feet as she smiled.  "good" I answered simply.  Her brown eyes crinkled a little more before she turned back.  "what are you making mom?" it smelled good "chicken butt" she joked.  Tsk "Mom I'm serious stop messing around" I wined childishly.  "I am serious seee?" she showed it to me and it wasn't exactly chicken butt but it did have chicken so.

"Mom that's not the same thing"  I rolled my eyes "sure it is" she laughed I sighed "k mom see ya" I gave her a side hug and made my way upstares.  On my way to my room I pass my dad's study I pop in real fast (no pun intended) to greet him "hola papa" (hi dad) "hola hija" (hi daughter) yea, i know, weird but it sounds normal in Spanish.  He was on his computer doing work stuff he took his eyes of for a minute to look at me and smile.

My dad was also getting old in the same ways my mom was with the exception of the short hair of course.  I think my dad's getting to old for a quiff or am I wrong? Soon he'll have to cut it shorter. "Como estas hija?" (how are you daughter? )  "bien" (good) I walked into my room shut the door and plopped on my bed.

First thing I did was close my eyes to rest them and then I remembered my phone in my back pocket.  My eyes snapped open and I pulled my phone out and checked my messages. I had a few unread messages and a new text from kaila.

Kai: hey let's hang tomorrow my cousins coming over.

Kai: we can watch a movie or something.

Me: sure, which cousin?

Kai: she just moved back from wisconsen.

Me: Oh cool, see ya

Me: I'll be there at 6

Kai: k :)

Me: 🤓

Kai: 💩

After that short phone interaction I Locked my phone I sighed and then I closed my eyes again and threw my arms up over my head.  Fifteen minutes later I dragged myself out of bed and went downstairs to get my backpack.  Homework is boring that's why it takes me so damn long. An hour  and a half later I was done and so was the food.

I had dinner and did what ever I felt like till It was time for bed.  And then I stayed up passed ten Rewatching lost on my phone.  At around eleven fourty-five I put my phone to charge and went to sleep thinking about nothing in particular.

Sooooo how was it?  Did you guys like it? constructive critisizm is always good. Just don't be to harsh I'll cry😭🤣OMG these emojis come out slanted too!  Well if you got to this part thank you for reading. Idk when I'll publish another chapter but this was fun and kinda scarry. ❤️❤️❤️