Chapter 19

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Lizzy's POV:

Tomorrow school starts again and I haven't talked to Nash since Christmas. He has been texting me, but I have been ignoring them all. I haven't even opened his contact yet. I'm kind of worried about going into school and having to see him though. Especially since he's in most of my classes. Well, I don't really know if worried is the right word. More like, nervous. I don't know. All I really know is that I don't want to see him.

I officially ended things with Nash when he showed up at my door on Christmas. I know it probably wasn't the best time to do it, it was Christmas for pete's sake, but he did brake my heart on Christmas eve when I found out that he was cheating on me. I couldn't take it any longer though... I couldn't just pretend a few more days that nothing was wrong, just to spare his feelings or not ruin his Christmas. He probably wasn't even that upset though. I mean, I wasn't his only girlfriend. Oh well, I just need to stop thinking about it and just move on.

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I grab a pair of blue jeans that are slightly ripped on the right knee and a little above the knee on the left leg and pull them on. Then I just grab my black sweatshirt that has a yellow lion on it that I got when I saw the Lion King on Broadway and pull that on over my tank top that says "Normal is Boring" on it. After that I just brush my teeth, pull my hair into a messy bun, throw my black vans on, then head out the door with a granola bar in my hand.

Gosh, I forgot how crowded school hallways where. I just keep pushing through the crowd of people until I reach my locker. When I get there, I throw my bag in my locker and grab my 2 binders, one for science, then the other for math. Those are my first two subjects, and of course, Nash is in both. I hope he doesnt come up to me or try to talk to me. I don't know what I would do if he did. I guess I will just have to brave through it.

I approach the classroom and sure enough, I see Nash, standing right outside the door. How am I gonna avoid him now. Wait, has he been crying?? As I get closer, I can see that his face is all puffy and red and there are tear stains all over his face. Why would he be crying?? He goes to wipe his face off and sees me. I look away from him and strait at the door, but I can still feel his gaze on me. I reach the door and it takes all the self control in me not to look at him. I hear him say my name as I pass him, but I pretend to not hear him, I just look straight ahead and walk into the classroom and find my way to my seat. He is not aloud to be upset about this, he did this, he cheated, he hurt ME. He has no reason to be upset. If anyone is gonna be upset about this, its me, and I am upset. My heart is broken. After Christmas, the only thing I did the rest of winter break was sit in my bed, curled up in a blanket, watching Netflix on my laptop. Becca came over a few days, but most of the time, I was by myself, moping. I'm not gonna let him see that he hurt me though. I am gonna be really strong at school and avoid him as much as possible, then when I get home, I will let it all out. I need to get over him though, he doesn't care about me, so why should I care about him.

I am brought out of my thoughts by the bell ringing. I see Nash run into the room and feel a tear roll down my face. no, stop it Lizzy. He isn't worth your tears. I quickly wipe the tear away and pull out my books.

**

The rest of the day kind of went by the same way, every time Nash tried to talk to me, I would avoid him and walk the other way. School is almost over and I have never been so happy for the day to end. I wanna go home so bad. Just one more class with Nash and I wont have to worry about trying to avoid him until tomorrow. I walk into art and there is a seating chart posted on the smart board. I go through the list, looking for my name. I finally find it and guess who is sitting right next to me. Nash. Great.

I make my way over to the seat and see Nash is already there. When he sees me he looks up at me and try's to make eye contact. He looks... hopeful. Why would he look hopeful. I sit down in my seat, not looking at Nash once and focus my attention on the teacher. This is going to be a long class.

**

BING BING BING

Yes, finally. It's over, I can go home and get away from Nash. I quickly bolt out of my seat and make my way to the door. I am halfway down the hall when I feel someone's hand wrap around my arm. I turn to see who it is and Nash is standing there.

"Liz, please." He pleads.

"No. There's nothing you can say to fix this Nash." I say, looking him right in his beautiful blue eyes for the first time today. No stop it Lizzy.

I release his hand from my arm and start to walk away when I hear him cry, "But I don't even know what I'm trying to fix!! What did I do!!" that just made me even more mad and I picked up my pace. I find Becca in front of the school where we usually meet and we make our way to the bus. Becca looks at me sympathetically and it wasn't until then that I realized that my face was covered in hot tears.

A/N:

There ya go guys!! another update!! whoooo!! Mkay, so. This one is a little longer than usual. Wht do u guys like better?? shorter or longer updates?? Oh! btw before I forget, there r two people this updates shoutout goes to, SwimmerStitch23 for voting for Chapter 18 and the other one goes to, miss_grier99 for adding my story to her reading list. 😜✌️ thank u peoples so much for reading my story!! ILYSM!! don't forget to COMMENT/VOTE/FOLLOW thx again guys!! luv u!!😘😎✌️

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