Controlled |K.N| (REWRITING)

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He punched namjoon. He punched namjoon. He punched namjoon.

Those words are like an alarm going through my head.
As soon as I could, I helped Yoongi push taehyung off of him. Don't have that much strength.

Soon then, everyone else in bangtan came to see us, Jimin just grabbed Taehyung, "NO! It's his fault! He punched namjoon-"

Jimin turned around, eyes blazing,
"SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU WHORE!
ALL OF THIS IS YOUR FAULT. NOW STAY AWAY FROM US OR I'LL MAKE YOU WISH YOU WERE DEAD."

He walked away as I was in shock, but the rest of them walked away too, I grabbed namjoon's hand, "B-but I didn't do anything wrong, I-"
He sighed, "It's for the best, butter."

And there they were, walking out of the party, away from me, leaving everyone to laugh or shake their heads at me.

*Time skip*

There I was, crying on my bed.
I haven't cried in a long time and I don't
Know why I'm doing it now.
These controlling feelings are weird.
Brimly...I miss her...she would've held me until I fell asleep on her.

I had ran out of the party but I bet I'll be talked about, so I'm not going tomorrow.
I'm not scared or anything, I just know If I see Jimin right now, I would punch him and break his nose...

And if I see Taehyung...I might kill him.
So my best bet is to stay home and recover, then when I go back, I'll be drama free.

*The next day*

Namjoon's pov.

The day at school was quiet, really quiet.
We had insta news and guess what was up there? Buttercup. But it wasn't anything bad actually.

Hey guys it's your instanews chater here!
Today, if you haven't noticed,
Our famous black beauty isn't here today.
I know you guys are probably wondering how she got that title so, I'll give you your answer tommorow! We found out some cool information about our girl!

So buttercup is now the face of-
No no no, we didn't lose our title to her. And it's strange...I kind of miss her and what to see her.
What the actual fuck is happening?

"Namjoon, what the actual fuck is happening with you, both of you, fighting over buttercup?" Jin said Trying to figure out what happened.

Me and tae didn't talk or tell them what Happened, it's just best not too.

"They weren't fighting over her, that bitch was supposed to be going to the party with tae but was caught flirting and dancing and shit with namjoon."

I understand Jimin is really close with tae but he needs to remember who his leader is, he's really pissing me off with that attitude of his. I think tae noticed because he patted jimin's back telling him to calm down.

"Nah tae, You're stupid too, I don't know why y'all wanna be cool with that slut.
All she probably wants is a dick in her.
I'll make her suck my di-"

He made me so mad... I back handed him. I hit him. Yes I did. The room got quiet and tae just went to the bathroom.

"Watch your fucking mouth."

Jimin just looked back at me, angry, "Whatever man." He got up and walked away.

Now mind you know, we're in school
While this is happening so everyone just stopped and stared at Jimin in pity after he got hit.

"Go the fuck back to doing what you all we're doing, now."

Everyone went back to minding their business. Now all I want is her.
Fuck Jimin and what he has to say or feel.

******

I'm sitting in my dorm eating some popcorn when someone calls.
I look at the caller ID as it reads: Mom.

I don't feel like talking to her right now but if I don't answer she'll just keep calling.

"Hello brimly."
"Hey, just call me mom, how is college going for ya?" I didn't feel like talking so I decided to lie.

"Is going great, actually I was studying-"
"That can wait, you might have to come back to america."
"What are you talking about?!"

Go back to America, no.
I've already gotten settled here, I left to get away from her...them.
And I can't leave him...

"It's a long story, but listen to your mother....If I ever call you and I say let's go, go to the airport and get ready to come back. Now I have to go, bye."

She hung up before I could speak.
Let's go? So I'm supposed to dropped everything an leave? No way.
I love my her but when she choose to never leave that man when she found out he hurt me, I never forgave her. Never. Because it isn't fair.

"Life isn't fair Y/n"

She would say. My real name was Y/n but since she named mye that, I changed it to buttercup. I don't want be reminded of my sad past that I hate everytime someone calls me.

My doorbell rang. (Yes, my dorm has a doorbell.) I sighed.

"Who the fuck is it?"
"Just open the damn door."
That voice sounded all too familiar.
So I opened the door.

"Hey, I missed you."

End of chapter.