Controlled |K.N| (REWRITING)

~🤞🏾~

"Always keep this promise, anytime I need you...will you come?"
"Yes, always and anytime, just give me the call."

My real name was Y/n. I changed my name to Buttercup because someone is out there looking for me somewhere. I was supposed to keep a promise but...

I broke it. It was a promis with my so called "Dad". I kept the promise with my mom.
That man  is out there somewhere, searching for me, because one day I never came home.

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ sexual assault scene. Skip to "🛑" if you don't want to read.

Flashback.

"Will you still always be my little girl?"
"Yes dad, I will."
"Call me daddy, not dad."
".....Yes daddy, I will always be your little girl."

"Good, now take off those panties, Mommy thinks we're out so she won't be home soon."

"A-are you sure? What if she sees us, isn't what we're doing bad?"
"Shhh she won't, and no, what we're doing is not bad, it's good for daddy."

I took off my panties as he touched me.
He rubbed to fingers on my area and I felt a way I never felt before as a weird noise came out my mouth.

"That's my babygirl, keep making those noises for me."

And that's when he entered inside me and I felt this unbearable pain, that's when I knew that something was wrong.

🛑
End of flashback.
Scene over

"Well I changed my name for good reasons. Me and my mom made a promise one day.... Anytime she calls me and says she needs me, I have to go."

"Okay so, what does that have to do with you being called black Beauty?"
Jin asked confused, that's all he Wanted to know, he didn't need to know that other things.

"Well... I'm not exactly a beauty, I used to get called that in highschool for some reason, but I don't know why."

"So we had to listen to all of that for no damn reason." Jimin said as he scoffed.
Jin rolled his eyes, that's not the answer he wanted to hear. I don't care, I actually do know why I'm being called black Beauty but he can't know the reason.

"Well you're coming with us."
"Huh? Going with you where?"
"To our house, you're coming to calm namjoon down, you're the reason he's upset, so fix it."

Jin just walked out after he said that and so did the rest, but Jimin stopped and looked back at me, "Common girl, we don't have all day."
I rolled my eyes and followed him.
I'm still pissed with Jimin but you can tell he doesn't give a shit.
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We got to their house, and Holly Molly.
You can tell these dudes rich rich.

"His room is upstairs, all they way down to the left. Be careful."

That's what Jin said and then everyone went to their rooms. I guess I'm chilling here for the rest of the day then.

I walked to his room door and knocked on it, but when I knocked, the door cracked open by itself.
I slowly walked into the room and looked around. It was a big room but it was nice. It had regular peached colored walls and a nice blue like bed.
He has a picture of all seven of them on his night stand, "Hyungs before bums"
Lol. Bums. I comfortably sat on his bed and waited, but I never saw him and time kept going past and I felt myself laying back and falling into a deep sleep.

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I felt something on my hands and a heavy weight and breathing I slowly opened my eyes and screamed.
It was namjoon. He was on top of me holding my hands down, he was wet and sweaty, but damn did it look hot. But why is he on me :/

"What the fuck are you doing?"
"Well I was sleeping until you ruined it-"
"On my bed?"
"Nah, on my bed."

He pushed his body more onto mine.
"Tell me why you're called black beauty."
"I told you I don't-"

"Stop fucking lying to me, if you want me to keep it a damn secret, I will."
I sighed, "You really want know why?"
"Stop fucking stalling, you're pissing me off with this shit."
"I'm called black Beauty because I'm Half korean and black, and my real name is Y/n."
There was silence and a long intense stare. Until he spoke.

"Fuck."
Before I could say anything, he grabbed my throat and kissed me.
Wha-

End of chapter.