Shadowhunters Recap Break down

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I am so sorry about the fact that there are no updates from me on the episodes ( I will post them next week i think) it just suddenly hit me that we are never going to see everyone again. It just hit really close to home because I have been in this fandom since the beginning and the fact we will never see them all in the same room again really hurts. This show has helped me through my worst moments of my life and gave me something to live for. It gave me purpose. And. now that it's gone I don't know what to do. It feels like I've lost everything. My friends, my family. It just hurts so much. But as we were told by our amazing cast "Don't cry beacause it is over, smile because it happened"

And I just wanted to say thank you to the entire cast you saved my life and I am forever grateful for everything you have done for me, and you have taught me so much over the years. I would not be the person I am today without each and everyone of you. I am eternally grateful to all of you.

But despite of all this sadness I am not giving up, never. I will keep fighting, we need to fight more than ever. We are a strong fandom and we can accomplish anything. As Clary says, "Alone we're strong, together we're unstoppable." Just know I'm not going anywhere, I could never leave. This Fandom is my home and I am not abandoning it.

But just in case:

Ave Atque Vale, Hail and Farewell
Beati Bellicosi