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I could do better.[Kinda Sad]

Laurances POV

Aphmau. Aphmau. Everything was about Aphmau. I do like Aphmau, shes a nice person, but everyone  has a crush on her.
Even the one I love...
You see, theres something I havent told anyone. Im gay. Well- pansexual.
You may ask why im so mad at Aphmau. Well, Garroth, happens to like her. He just cant get over her. No matter what happens, he always seems to be.. attracted to her.
"Its not fair.. Why.. Why me?! Why cant he love me..." Laurance said, punching the wall. Everyone was at work, so a few bangs on the walls wouldnt hurt anyone. Nobody would know. "Its always Aphmau.. Oh, shes sooooo pretty. Youd be dumb not to like aphmau. Shes so cute, blah blah blah"
Laurance punched the wall again. His fists were sore, but he punched it again. Then again. After a few minutes, his hands were bleeding and his wall was cracked. He was shaking. Tears streamed down his face, he wasnt even able to catch his breath.
"Maybe its because shes good looking..." Laurance said as he looked down at himself. He started to slap and punch himself wherever he could.
And oh- dont get me started on the fits he went through.
[A.N: This is a headcanon. Please dont hate on me lmao]
[Ill explain at the end.]
Laurances eyes went red, he going into a fit. He twitched. Whenever he got angry or upset, this was the outcome. He fell on the floor, hitting himself uncontrollably. He kicked his legs, not in control. He began to hear voices. Tears streamed down his face, as this went on for an hour. Dante made it home by then, and heard the flopping around.

Dantes POV

I walked into Laurances room, seeing what was going on. I quickly tried calling Garroth- but not response. I called Cadenza. Again, no response. I didnt want to get close to him, because he may hit me. I saw the bruises on his knuckles, looking at the wall. There was a bit of blood and a crack. I knew what happened.
"He got angry.." I said, getting a call back from Garroth. I explained everything that happened.

Garroths POV
I knew this happened. I didn't even tell anyone, I ran out the door and walked home. We didnt really have a car..
I ran into Laurances room. Laurances eyes were red.
I went up to him, Dante grabbing my wrist.
"He may hit you.." Dante said.
"I dont care. He needs someone to care for him right now!" I said.
I sat next to Laurance, almost immediantly getting punched.
Due to me sitting, and him on the floor, it was right in my balls..
I didnt have time to react, I stroked his hair and rubbed his face with my thumb. He still didnt calm down. I continued doing this, deciding to pull him into my lap. It would be easier that way. The longer I held him, the calmer he got.
"W-wha..? Let go of me!" Laurance said, jumping out of my lap.
"I'm done with you! You just play with my feelings all the time!" Laurance yelled. I cocked my head to the side, confused.
"All those times you flirt back with me, when you hold me and tell me its alright its like nothing matters! Its like the world doesnt matter! Whenever you stood next to me my heart skipped a beat. Whenever you would give me your hoodie for no reason whatsoever, it always made me so happy! But then you see Aphmau. You bring me up, just to crush me! Dont talk to me anymore! Not tommorow, not ever!"
Laurance yelled, slamming his fist on the ground.
I made my grip tighter.
"I'm. Not. Leaving." I said, in a rather emotionless and cold tone.
"And nor are you shutting me out." I spoke again, the same tone.
"Whats this bullshit about Aphmau?"
I said, emotionless. I didnt like how Laurance wanted to shut me out.
"You like Aphmau. Not me. Is I-it because shes pretty? Skinny?"
Hearing Laurance said this made me mad. I slapped him.
"I dont love her.." I said.
"I love you. Cant you tell? I only act like I like Aphmau because it was a deal. I would try to make Aaron jealous for her." I said
When I looked down at Laurances body, I regretted slapping him. I saw the bruises all over him.
"Baby.." I said, stroking his hair.
"Y-you.. You hit me...!" Laurance tried hitting me, which distracted me. He managed to wiggle his way out of my grip and run off. I felt...horrible..

[timeskip bitcchesss]

It was been a week. Ive NEVER gone this long without talking to Laurance.. It was driving me insane.. He hated me.. But he needed to love me. I loved him. Hes mine. He will be mine. Mine only. Nobody elses. Nobody will treat him as good as I can.
Plus.. He would..love the size of my dick..it probably wouldnt even be able to fit..
I needed to calm down... I couldnt be a yandere, could I?
I got up, going straight towards Laurances room.
He was asleep. Yet he had a fresh river of tears flowing down his face. He mustve just fallen asleep.
I sat next to him on his bed, pulling his head into my lap and stroking his hair. I whispered sweet, calming nothings. He nuzzled his head in my lap, and I smiled. I couldnt stop starring at his pretty little face. His soft, smooth brown hair.. His sharp jawline, his adorable smile. Whenever I looked in his eyes, it was I was floating. He had almost perfect eyebrows, and a round nose. He had smooth cheeks, that I stroked with my thumb.
I loved him. Yet.. I was scared. I didnt want him to wake up and hit me..
I heard a groan come from the brunette, and I looked down at him
"Im so sorry.." I said, his eyes a bit open.
I kept stroking his hair. That always kept him calm when he was upset or mad.
"Your an idiot.. But I love you..." Laurance said, wrapping his arms around me.
"Good boy..." I said.
I felt myself going a bit crazy again, as he nuzzled his head more.
But this time, right against my dick. He felt it get hard, and looked at me with a terrified yet; excited look?
Well. He knows where this is gonna go.
I smirked, putting him on his hands and knees.