Fighting the Battle Inside

Unnerving Course

For I'm trapped in a world that has one hell of an unnerving course

Tossed and turned picked up so much mental force

Wondering when it shall all come to an end

Constantly feeling the need to fight and defend

Burning internally a raging war inside

I try like hell everyday to constantly hide

Back and forth on the coaster of life I go

For where it goes whose to know

For every day same shit to face

Trying like hell to outrun this race

To rid myself of all the shit

I just want an end for it all to quit

Want to be free, happy, and relieved for once and for all

Rather then pour out a hellish scream and enraged call

Beat the battle

Inconsistent rattle

Losing of the war

As you are the final score

For my hand internally and mentally is out reached

For when will the coaster end ...a thunderous stop...a squealing screech

Pounding of your head as your cry out for it all to stop

Let that horrid time ball drop

So will it fall, will it fail

Or shall we hear that horrid wail

Determined as ever, forever strong

This shall not continue forever long!