Till Where We Are...

Chapter 6: A Kind Soul

So after all of us eat our breakfast we decide to make our way upstairs to get ready for school... I really do not want to go to school today, I am in no mood to see the guys today... I don't want to get beat up after I have received the most wonderful news in my life... Ughh, what to do...? I can't just skip school can I, no no I know for sure they will call mother and I don't want bad news :/ So I guess it's either going to school or risking her coming back, yeah I rather take a beating... and just when my bruises and cuts were getting better.
I check the time on my clock, hmm 7:30, I still have 30 minutes to kill I think to myself as I look in my bathroom mirror, I decide to grab my phone and put on some music, "she had a face straight out a magazine... God only knows that you never leave her... Her balaclava is starting to chafe..." recently I have been obsessed with the 1975, I don't know why though, I just feel their every emotion through the way they sing, I know the songs have no relation to me... But the way Matty lets his voice sway in emotion relates to how I feel... Trapped wanting to get out. I zone back in and I start to see my bruised and cut body again... Well I guess it's time to get this day started.
"Are you ready Alli!!?? Come on we're going to be late!!!!!!" Tess yells from downstairs, "I know!!! Coming!!!!" I yell back, I run out of the bathroom and get my backpack from my bed and going onto the stairs but not before looking at my face through a circled mirror on the hall checking if my bruises were well covered.
"Okay I'm ready let's go guys" I say as Tess and Molly grab their lunches from the table and also run to the car.
Well fortunately we made it to school on time after dropping off Molly at her school, atleast they won't call mother. "thanks Tess, i'll see you after school" I say to Tess
"Hey no problem, and alright, see ya then, Good luck!" she cheerfully says back. Yeah I'm going to need a lot of that once inside of this hëll hole.
I slowly proceed to the entrance, I take a deep breath and open the door "Hahaha hey bïtch!!!"
"whörë!!"
"Hi depressed emo"
I seriously close my eyes for one second and the other I am on the floor, I feel the sting on my face, warm gushing blood pours from my nose, people are laughing around me, some are even disgusted by the sight of my blood. A girl comes close to me and throws me notebook paper, "Here filthy animal, clean your mess" I can't help but bite my lip as I think to myself, alli not here girl get it together, don't cry infront of all these baboons... I gather the paper from the floor and clean up my blood and make a run to the bathrooms in the locker room
"Bye Loser!!"
"that is what you deserve you dumb bïtch"
What did I ever do to all those people outside for them to hate me like that... I finally welcome the tears from my eyes, they burn when they hit my nose... I fücking hate my life!!!!!!
I punch the bathroom door... I give up... I give up... I slide onto the floor I take out my blade from my backpack and slowly start to cut through my flesh again...
I give up...
I am worthless...
Stupid...
Bïtch...
I...
Give...
Up...
I stay still
Nobody is going to come here and tell me of I'm okay or to atleast leave, i'm okay here.

I give up...

~12:35pm~

Hmmm where am I??
What happened??
I'm not in the bathroom anymore when I wake up... But I am in a shower stall which means I am still in school, still this freaks me out...
Who the hëll found me and moved me! Around me there is gauges, ointment, peroxide and medical tape, I take a look at my arms and they are wrapped in the gauges,
no one else is in the shower room or in the lockers, I wonder who could have done this and why... Don't they know who I am... Who would want to help a worthless piece of trash like me... Well I guess might as well get out of here and go to lunch since it's 12:35 according to my phone, Gosh why can't time go faster...?
I see Darcy from a distance, she runs up to me and says
"Where were you Alli? it's almost 1 in the afternoon noon, OHH MY GOD ALLI! ARE YOU OKAY!!? What happened to your nose??!!!"

"Hey Darcy! I'm fine it's just my clumsy self, this time I fell on my way to school but I'm all good haha"

"Are you sure? Look that doesn't look like a thing you would get from falling don't lie, what's going on?"

At this point I roll my eyes and start getting a little irritated with her preoccupation on my broken nose "Darcy I said I was fine okay nothing happened, I just happened to fall on my way to school because I was distracted on my phone." Please Darcy please drop it, I think to my self while bitting my lip and looking at her...

"Fine okay, I trust you girl, just be more careful next time! and no more coming late to school!!" says Darcy with a defeated but defensive look

"So wanna go eat? I'm starving"
"Sure, I hear today they are giving lasagna and tator tots!"
I snicker "Stop being so sarcastic, It really is good."
"True True"

~1:30pm~

As we are walking to class from lunch Darcy and I part ways.
"See you after school? " Darcy asks
"Sorry girl I have to run home, I have to finish a project that's due tomorrow"
"Oh okay, well text me okay, see ya tomorrow!"
"Alright, See ya! Bye!"
"Bye!"
The reading why Darcy and I say bye after lunch is because we do not have the same our last two final blocks in the same hall or even close to each other, she's in the 600'a and I am in the 200's and well yeah you guessed it, right next to the gym hallway. I like hidding there until the crowd dies down and if people start coming through there then I end up by the consession stand outside.
The Bell rings as I take my seat, come on clock go a little faster, or well actually take your time now... This is actually a great class with a great teacher but how can I concentrate on liver mortis and putrefaction when I am thinking about who the hëll could've taken me to the locker room and tried to "heal" me up, I was so lost in thought, Who? Who? Who? Who in the right mind would try to help me in this school? I don't thank them though, they should've just let me bleed out right then and there.
"Finally the bïtch is dead" I imagine mother and the kids from school saying that. Darcy? No she nearly freaked out today when she saw my nose, I'm pretty sure if she was the one who saw me in that bathroom I would be in a hospital right now. I break from my thoughts and continue to listen to the lecture and writing notes down from the power point, out of the corner of my eye I see a very familiar face looking my direction
Why does he even look like that? When did he even show up to this class and why was he here!!? Wait... again that look... pity? WHAT! is he looking at my arms? My arms?? But why? You can't even see them with the jacket I am wearing... Could he have? No... No... No... No! Definitely Not! Why would he help, he is just a piece of garbage just like the other two. Was it really him? I don't even want to know the answer anymore...
"Dave what are the stages of decomposition?" Oh Mrs.Violet please take back the name I just heard.

Author's Note :)
Hey guys! So yeah, another year went by and Sara didn't even bother to continue the story you might think, well I don't blame ya, I was so caught up with school work and other stuff that I just completely shut off me writing, I hope you guys enjoy this chapter! Are you enjoying the story?? I love you guys :) stay tunned for chapter 7! :) BYE!!