Voice Of Reason

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

We sat there a little while just holding Gabe. I didn't want to let him go. "Babe, he needs to stretch out. Let's put him to bed and head to the shower." he says and I nod. I carry him to his bed and just stand there looking at him. "No one else will ever be his momma." he whispers and I feel the tears start to fall again. Turning in his arms he holds me close as I try to get my emotions under control. I look up at him finally and say "Let's get that shower Daddy." He picks me up, careful of my injury and he carries me to our bathroom. Sitting me down on the sink, he starts the water, getting it to the right temperature. He helps me off the sink and into the shower before stepping in behind me. Letting the water cascade down over us, he kisses me deeply before putting his hands on my ass and lifting me carefully. I wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist as he enters me. Thrusting in and out slowly, I need more. "Harder Hap. I need you baby." I beg but he doesn't change his pace. Moving a hand between us, he starts rubbing my clit in quick circles causing me to find my release as he finds his inside me. Putting his forehead to mine, not pulling out yet, he says "I love you so fucking much, Missy." I pull his face up to look at me and say "Talk to me baby." He pulls out and puts me down as he steps out of the shower. I turn off the water and he wraps one towel around his waist and holds another out to wrap around me before pulling me close.

I take his hand and lead him out to the bedroom and he sits on the side of the bed. I stand in front of him and he pulls me between his knees and to straddle him. I cup his face and see there are tears in his eyes. I have never seen him like this. "Hap, you're scaring me." I say. He pulls me close to him and says "I thought I lost you. I almost did." Kissing him softly I tell him "I'm your Old Lady. Can't get rid of me that easy." I tell him trying to lighten the mood but he just looks at me. "Baby, I'm okay. Gabe is okay. We're safe." I tell him. "I know but I should never have let that gash go when she fucked with you last time." he tells me. "Hey. This ain't on you. You had no idea she would do something this stupid but baby, she's gone. She can't hurt us again." I tell him. "But that won't stop some of those other gashes from pulling something." he tells me. "Then we'll just make it known that they don't fuck with your Old Lady or your kid. You're the Tacoma Killer baby. They are scared shitless of you." I tell him. "Have you ever been?" he asks. "No. You never showed me anything to make me think you would hurt me. You always worried about me. Made sure I was okay even when I was pushing you away. Don't get me wrong, I know if the club called for it you could take me out and not think twice about it but baby, I know you won't hurt me or our son." I tell him. Kissing me softly he says "You have no idea how much I love you." Smiling I say "How about you show me?"

Laying be down on the bed, towels on the floor, he hovers over me. "Tell me if you start hurting." he says and I nod. He enters me and makes love to me nice and slow and every touch, every kiss, every nip of my skin feels so amazing and like nothing I have ever felt before. Once we both reach our release, I turn my back to him and he wraps his arms around me and pulls me back against him.

A little later, I hear Gabe over the monitor crying "Mamamama." I get up and put on a pair of panties and one of Happy's shirts and head into the nursery. I pick him up and change his diaper and sit in the rocker with him while Happy brings me a bottle for him. "Thanks babe." He leans down and kisses me softly and I say "Head back to bed. I'll be there as soon as I get him back to sleep." He kisses me one more time before kissing Gabe's head and says "Okay momma." and walking out of the room. I sit there, rocking Gabe and say "You, little man, have no clue just how much me and Daddy love you. I am so sorry I couldn't stop her from taking you. I couldn't protect you baby boy and I am so sorry." I say as I start to sob again. I put him in his crib once he falls asleep and crawl into bed with Happy. He pulls me close and holds me while I continue to sob, the thought that I couldn't protect our son still in my mind.