Because Of You

chapter 4

Rose pov:

Good afternoon sir, you look like my dad, you find mom at last.kyle said.

I look at Noah and the expression on his face is nothing to write home about and I don't know what to do.i can't believe that I am stupid enough that I forget to warn my son's nanny not to bring him to my office till further notice.

I feel like,no I want the ground to open and swallow me.noah was still looking at me waiting for me to explain what is happening but I can't seem to open my mouth.

Noah...... It is not what you think he must have mistaken you for someone else.i said.

What am I thinking rose, that a boy called me his father?

That is when Kyle decided to drop the bomb on me.

Mom....why is dad not hugging me back.i thought you said dad hurt you and we need to go away so dad can find us.

Kyle, shut up...I said.

He is not helping the situation at all.this is my worst nightmare I wish to wake up from this dream . but it is not a dream but fucking reality.damn!

Kyle started crying, throwing one of his tartrum.this is the first time in three years that I don't know what to do.i shove my hands into my hair and scream in my head.this is so frustrating.i went to my son and kneel down in front of him and hug him to myself.i need the hug more than him.i face Noah and said to him.

He is your son Noah but you are stupid if you think I will let him 1 meter near you.

Noah pov:
To say that I was dumbfounded,I still can't believe what is in front of me.i am a Dad.this is the second best and worst day of my life.

Of course the best day of my life was the day I first made love to Rose and this present moment is the second best day of my life and the worst, because of my foolishness I was not there with rose during all these hard times. I was not there to see him take his first walk, his first cry, his first talk.i don't even know he exist till two minutes ago.i hope rose can forgive me.

How old is he?I asked

Are you kidding me I never cheated on you,you pervert.

No,no.... that is not what I meant, am just asking.

He is seven.she said

What is his name?

Kyle George simmer.she said

He looks just like me.he is just like my younger self.

Kyle?...go outside and play with your nanny I want to speak with your daddy ok.

No! I want to play with my dad

Kyle,I said

Yes

Go outside and play with your nanny I will come and play in two minutes ok.i said

Promise?

Yes, promise

He wipe his tears with his hands and run to me and gave me a hug and i kneel down to his level and gave him a hug too.with a bright smile he opened the door and went outside the office.

You are not going anywhere near my son do you understand me?

This got me so angry that I even forgot she is my boss.

Are you serious! He is my son too and you can not keep him away from me. you have deprived me seven years of his life and I won't allow it to happen again.i shouted...

It is not my fault, am just a bet,am I the one that rejected myself in front of the whole school, am I the one that did not want to talk to you. NO!!!!
The last time I remembered that was you, you asshole.she shouted.

When those words left her mouth my world shattered again.i felt angry at myself for what i did to her.i don't even know what to say to her.

Have you forgotten what you did to me, I gave you myself,my virginity and you told the whole school making me a laughing stock.incase you have forgotten let's have a flashback on what happened eight years ago.

The next chapter will be  about what happened to Rose and Noah eight years ago.