FS : Galti ✔

Galti-1

Hello dearies,
I am continuing this one shot from the point when Kushi left arnav.

After 3 years

In these 3 years, a lot of things changed......
After Kushi, A lot of things changed......
Some were sad, some were guilt, some were incomplete..................

Arnav's POV

3 years...

3 years...

It had been 3 years that my Kushi left me due to my own mistakes, my carelessness, my selfishness.
It had been 3 years that, I am in my closed room,  gazing at her portraits which are painted by me,
regretting taking my Kushi's pain for granted...
regretting taking my Kushi's love for granted...
regretting taking my Kushi's selflessness for granted...
only and only because of my foolishness,  because of my blind love for my di.

I hope, I can turn around the time back to 3 years and change everything, but no.............. I can't
I can't do anything, I am powerless....(bowing down his head with eyes red, fists clenched and kneeling down on the ground)

She didn't left for Gupta house.
No place was left where I didn't searched her.
Every corner of the city
Every corner of the state
Every corner of the country.
But no......NEITHER KUSHI KUMARI GUPTA NOR KUSHI KUMARI GUPTA SINGH RAIZADA Found.

As if no one on that name ever existed.But, I know that my Kushi is somewhere there hiding from me.
I know she is alive somewhere.......

"Mujhe pata hai ki mere Kushi Zinda hai,  Kahin Nahi to uska dil dhadak Raha hai, agar ka dil nahi dhadakta to mera dil kab ka dharna band Kia hota"

I just wish "humare beech ke saare Damian jaldikhatamm hojai" (Joining his hands, kneeling down, bowing down his head)

(I know that my Kushi is alive, her heart is beating at a place for sure, If not then my heart beats shouldn't be beating now

I just wish "the differences between us should be clear soon")

I don't care about anyone anymore........
If I care about anyone, then it's the Only Kushi.......

I now understood that "I just can't write my own destiny"
If it is then my Kushi would be wit me, by my side..........

I didn't want to drink and I didn't drink because of the fear that I can forget my kushi for even a second.

I don't want to forget her, even it would be for a second.............

Jo koi bhi, jo kuch bhi muje mere Kushi ko phone ke liye majboor karenge, mei use door rahunga kyunki mein nahi bhool na Chahta mere Kushi ko.

(Anything or anyone who lags me to forget myKushii, I would stay away from it as I don't want to forget myKushii)

I want to feel her, I want to look at her, I want to love her, I want to live with her for her

So, I just created my world with her in the form of portraits (looking at the room which is filled with Kushi's painting)

If people call me mad, let it be......
If people call me senseless, let it be.......
If people call me Insane, let it be.......
Because I don't care
All I care is that I love kushi
If my love, regret, guilt repents is Insaneness, madness, senselessness for the world, then let it be, because it is Just my true love for myKushii.