Jordan thought about Will ever since they became ex-friends. The only question that kept being played over in his mind was, 'Why did I do that?'.
Will always kept replaying the scene of when Jordan dropped him off at the airport, not even saying goodbye. He knew he fell in love fast, and got hurt just as fast.
-=+=-
Jordan tapped on his desk, trying to think of what to start out the note he was writing to Will.
Hey, I miss you? No.
Dear Will? Definitely no.
"I need to stop thinking and just type." He demanded himself as he poured all his feelings into an email.
Hey, it's Jordan. I'm sorry. I keep replaying that day in my head, thinking of things that I could've fixed. So far the only thing that comes to my mind was not to wake up. I was scared. I was scared that if I said goodbye without telling you my true feelings I would cry until my heart finally heals. But, I was also scared of telling you my true feelings. I know the last thing you want to do it read a damn note to you from an asshole. I wouldn't read it either. But, if you made it this far, I promise you should keep reading.
I love you. I love every part about you. I love the way you smile, talk, walk, move, sleep, type, say evolution. I love you. And I miss you. I've fallin like I've never fell before. I really hope you can forgive me one day, because everyday without you, is like not knowing if you are going to wake up the next morning. It's like not serving a purpose.
I want to wake up tomorrow right beside you, so close that you have your arms wrapped around my waist and I have my fingers on your back. I want your love. All I want is you.
-Jordan
Before Jordan got to read it over, he sent it. Tears kept hitting his hand after he sent it, he stopped moving and thought about what was going to happen next.
-=+=-
Will's phone vibrated in his back pocket notifying him that he got a new email.
From: BayaniJordan@gmail.com
Will hesitated as he slid his figure across the screen to unlock his phone.
He stopped for a moment to think about everything.
"Should I read it?" Will said out loud, not meaning too.
Before his heart told him no he started reading it.
His heart started thumping more and more every sentence. Every word kept him on edge.
He loves me.
Will set his phone down right beside him and got up. He needed to get to Jordan.
An hour later Will found myself at Jordan's apartment door. Will was about to knock but then the door swung open, making half of the apartment seen.
Will felt his face get red as he wanted to run.
"I thought you left." Jordan's brother said as he put on a coat.
Will thought about lying, but then he chose not to. Lying got him here. He should've told Jordan his feelings before he even raised the money for PAX.
Will cleared his throat. "I got in a taxi instead of an airplane and got an hotel 1 hour away from here." Will shook as he said the first part of what he said to Jordan's brother.
"He cries every night, wanting you." He huffled pushing past Will.
Will couldn't believe it.
He walked in and felt a bunch of memories flood his mind. All them were from PAX.
"Hey, Jordan?" He whisper called.
All the sudden Jordan came marching out of his room and instantly found Will's lips.
They both felt a joyful, calming, sensation. They both finally felt on the same page.
