Here's an update for you .
Miles & I have been doing great . Better than great , actually we've been doing amazing .
It's been 3 years and I can say that I've gotten everything I've always wanted in life .
A husband .
" Hey , I'm gonna go and start the car alright babe ? " He asked rubbing my shoulders as I packed our bag .
" Alright Babe " I smiled .
Check .
A Career .
" Tristan Milligan - Hollingsworth has done it again this year with his By All Means Collection of Wedding dresses . What's next for the Up and Coming Super Stylist ? We are dying to know " UK Fashion Police announced .
Check.
And A Beautiful Child .
" Daddy , Shoes " Our beautiful baby girl Emma came waddling into our bedroom holding her tiny shoes .
" Let daddy see baby " I turned and picked her up sitting her at the edge of the bed and put her shoes on her feet .
Check .
My life is amazing . It's a dream . Or so I hoped .
While everything right now is perfect , outside of these doors and outside of these walls , things aren't as glamorous as they appear .
" I told you Savannah , I'll come to see him after the trip .... Yes , I love him but this is business ... No , our nanny isn't available this weekend ... " Miles argued over the phone with his estranged fiancé Savannah .
I usually would hate Savannah but really I feel her . She was me , minus the child involved , just a few years ago . Begging for Miles' attention and doing anything I can to be with him . It's straining but it's what we chose to deal with , for a lifetime .
" Let's just bring him " I said coming down the stairs holding out baby girl .
" Bring him ? But Abigail can't come with us and Emma is already a handful " He said .
" She is , but they're toddlers . We can totally do this Miles " I said reassuring him .
" Uhh , Savannah I'll take him with , if that's alright with you " he said .
I put Emma down and brought down my final suitcase .
" Alright great , I'll be there in about an hour , get him packed for the weekend " he said and then hung up .
" Alright so we're picking him up and then leaving and we should still be right on time for our flight " I said walking towards the door .
" Uh Yeah , I'm setting the house alarm and we're good to go " he said smiling , pecking my lips softly and leaving out of the doors before me .
I love our life . I really do . So why do I ask myself if I made the right choice ? Did we stop Gods plan for us ? Did I ruin something that could've been more than life itself ?
I look at him , and then I look at Emma . And I say No.
" Savannah is such a baby . I told her months ago about this and she picks today to rule me out to be a terrible father " Miles went on as we drive down the highway .
" You aren't though so that's all that matters " I said .
" Yeah but , I don't want Cody growing up being fed lies about me , just because I couldn't make it to one baseball game or teachers meeting " he explained .
" ... Maybe you should stay with them this weekend " I suggested .
" .. You can't be serious " he said glancing at me for a mere second. " I promised you I wouldn't miss another one of your events and I'm not "
" He's your son , he comes first and I have to accept that " I said
" Stop it , Stop it now . I'm with my son every other day . Almost so much that I'm barely home with you and Emma . I've missed so many things with you and it's ridiculous . Tristan you're my husband , I love you with everything in me . The two of you are equally as important . That's never gonna change " he said resting his hand on top of mine and kissing it .
" I love you too . I just don't want her to think that I'm keeping you away from Cody . " I said .
" Who cares what she thinks , she's the one who aired out our dirty laundry and told the press about everything leading up to our wedding day . You don't owe her anything Tristan " Miles said .
And he's right , There's always two sides to every person . While Savannah reminds me of myself , she always has a tendency to make me look bad any chance she gets . She hates me , I would to .
We stopped and picked Cody up , he's a splitting image of his father . I love that little boy as if he were mine and I'd protect him at all cost . I want Savannah to know that .
" Alright we'll be back Monday morning at around 9 or 10 " he said walking to the car with Cody , while talking to Savannah who was walking on the side of him .
" Please have him back at that time , he has a photo shoot that day for a child's magazine " She explained while rubbing Cody's hair back .
" We will , say bye mommy " Miles said
" Bye Mommy " Cody said with his head rested on Miles' shoulder .
He strapped him in securely and then got back into the car beginning to pull off .
" Hi Cody " I said looking back and smiling at him . " Are you excited to go on vacation with the family ? "
" .... " He said nothing , just nodded his head yes . That was enough for me .
" He's a bit sleepy babe , give him some time " Miles said .
" Yeah Of course " I said and then closed my eyes . " Wake me up when we get there "
" Will do baby " He said .
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Arriving at the Airport , we went in carrying two sleeping toddlers . Covering their faces and trying to avoid every paparazzi possible .
" Tristan when's the next collection coming out ? "
" Mr. Milligan are the leaked designs really yours ? "
" Is the love child moving in with you all ? "
" Can we get a word with Emma on her Brother ? "
They're sickening , in the worst way . Who asks a baby for a interview ?
Upon getting into our private jet , we laid down our children , got settled into our seats and then we were gone . Miles took my hand holding it tightly .
" I love you unconditionally " He said holding my hand and resting on my shoulder .
" I love you the most " I said kissing his head and then resting mine on his .
Paris Fashion Weekend , Here We Come ..
