Addicted ( Ticci Toby x reader)

Chapter five

Ever since Toby came back he has been different or maybe he is showing me his true self. But one minute he can be all nice and the next a dick.

We sat in the living room watching the news. 

I look over to Toby as he takes another sip of his drink.

"Why haven't you killed me?" I ask out of a sudden.

He turns off the television turning towards me.

He leans forward and stares into my eyes.

"I didn't w-want to, it would b-be such a w-waste," he says while playing with the ends of my hair.

His eyes become cloudy and they move away from my own to my lips.

He leans closer I start to feel my heart racing and my body getting warmer.

Is he going to kiss me? I have never been kissed. I close my eyes but nothing happens I feel him move away from me making me quickly open my eyes.

"S-so what y-you want f-for d-dinner?" He asked

What the hell! I scream in my head.

"Nothing!" I ran to my room and slam the door close.

"Does he like playing with my feeling, fucking bitch" I mumble under my breath.

My stomach starts to grumble once I sit down.

"Nooo, shut up stomach" I lay down and close my eyes. A few minutes past and I still can't fall asleep. I sit up and decide to shower because I have nothing else to do.

I open my door and scan the hallway. No toby great I speed walk to the bathroom and lock the door. Mission accomplished I turn on the shower and hop in letting my self enjoy the nice warm water. Once done I wrap myself in my towel.

"Wait, where are my new clothes," I ask myself before slapping my forehead, I never got it I look at my dirty clothes then at the door.

I slowly open the door and scan the hallway and to my luck no Toby. I grab my dirty clothes to wash and hold my towel in place. Going out I speed walk once again to my room I open the door to see Toby waiting for me.

His eyes widened as he takes in my body.

"W-what are you doing h-here, can y-you leave," I asked stuttering, I sounded just like him.

He stands up and walks towards the door where I stand. I move away for him to leave. But no he grabs me and carries me inside. The clothes I had were dropped and I hold the towel tightly.

He places me in the bed and gets on top of me. His eyes were cloudy full of lust.

"W-what are you d-doing" I feel the heat rise to my face.

He doesn't respond but instead kisses my neck. Going down almost reaching my boobs I let out a moan which makes him try to pull off the towel. We haven't even kissed I suddenly thought. Wait no he is a fucking killer (y/n).

"Wait!" He stops and looks at me.

"You don't like it," he asked

"Umm, I-I'm in my period," I say suddenly.

"I don't care" he saids as he starts to kiss my neck again.

"I-I'm a virgin," I say

"Good, I will take extra care of you" he saids as he kisses my chest. I grab his face and pull him closer. Going to kiss him our lips almost touch until we hear a loud knock. We both stop as he pulls away leaving me in the bed like a mess.

I hear him open the door and ask angrily what they wanted.

I take the chance to close the door and get changed. What was I thinking, he doesn't care about me, he is a killer. Once he gets what he wants I'm dead so let's not risk him wanting consented sex being it. I thought as I got dressed. I look at the mirror seeing hickeys.

What is wrong with me, I've never felt this way towards anyone the thought of kissing disgusted me whenever Sam would talk about it. Or I would see it.

Yet here I was wanting one from him.

Also, why wasn't I planning my escape? I have already his trust or I think I do. I should try to leave while he sleeps.

Steal the car and sayonara, I thought as I brushed my hair.

Yet I felt happy being here, no stress just living as the days pass.

I had wondered how my parents are doing. They probably are worried sick but being away from their constant fighting feels nice.

Living with a killers is as bad as some would think.

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This chapter is pretty short sorry about that. But hope you enjoyed!