Best Friends

Chapter 11

Jungkooks pov

"Jimin open the door!" I yelled not even caring about addressing him properly.

"Jimin Shi!" I kept yelling over and over until my lungs gave out.

Tears trickled down my face as I banged on the door. I heard something fall. It wasn't loud enough to worry me though. Until I heard something else fall.

Then my hurt stopped. I heard something loud coming from his room.

I rammed the door until it flew open. I saw Jimin laying on the floor. I looked around never feeling so helpless in my life. I scanned the floor
Bringing little attention to the water bottle and pill bottle.

"Jimin." I said quietly shaking him. "God damn it Jimin open your eyes."

But he didn't. He just played there.

I checked for a pulse. Nothing. I screamed from being so upset. No one was except us.

I saw Jimins phone and grabbed it. I quickly skimmed through his contacts until I saw Jin-hyungs number. I called him.

Jins pov

"No I'm serious Namjoon this joke will be the best on you've ever heard." I said glimpsing in the passenger seat at Namjoon.

"Okay what is-" Namjoon started but was cut off by my phone ringing. "Who is it?"

"Kookie." I quickly said before answering his call. "Hello?"

"Jin-hyung!" Jungkook yelled in the most painful tone.

"Jungkook what's wrong?" I asked with a gentle tone trying not to panic.

"Jimin." Jungkook said barely audible through his tears.

"What?" I asked searching for more words but couldn't find any.

"He killed himself." Jungkook said as if he ripped out his heart.

"Call the ambulance." I said then quickly hung up.

"What happened?" Namjoon asked.

"Jimin commited suicide." That was the last thing I've ever wanted to say.

I started to cry. I quickly made a u-turn and drive back to the house.

Five minutes later

"Jimin!" I yelled dashing down the hall to his room. "Where is he?"

"Sir please stay back."

I didn't care who was talking to me. I just cared about Jimin.

11:30pm

We all sat still holding our breathes. We felt as though we were falling into nothingness. Jasmine, Emma, Raechel, and Y/N were sitting in the waiting room with us. We all stood up as a doctor walked up to us.

"Good news is that he's stable, but we're not sure for how long." He said looking at the ground.

"I want to see him." Y/N said with a shaky voice.

I looked at her. She looked miserable. Her eyes were filled with tears and misery.

"Right this way ma'am." The doctor said leading Y/N away.

Y/N pov

Beep beep beep

Usually I find heart monitors annoying but this time it was comforting.

I was holding Jimins hand as though I won't ever be able too again. Hair fell in his face and I softly brushed it away.

I put my hand in my pocket and felt something. It was paper. I took it out and quickly remembered what it was. Jimins suicide note.

Dear everyone,
I'm so sorry if this my cause heart ache believe me when I say I'm deeply sorry if it does. This was my choice don't try to convince yourselves other wise. I love each and every one of you deeply, but I just can't do this anymore. I had to free myself from this hell and this seemed the only way. No one ever said it would be this hard. They only ever said the end result would be worth it. Please don't look at this with sadness and grief. Instead look at it with happiness and warmth. I'm sorry if you'll miss me, but please remember each and every one of you was the cause of my euphoria. I will be watching over all of you and ARMY. I guess this is it now so goodbye.

-With every bit of love my body can hold, Jimin.