Black Inked Hearts [ON HOLD]

Anger dripped Souls

I sit here wanting to scream and shout everything that my mind wants. I'm not allowed to say a single word but the ones I were forced to say. I have to obey her. My girlfriend I mean. Unfortunately the punishment for doing mistakes over and over again from Sebastian wasn't harsh enough. Or that was how you die but that's what she thinks. He tells me to get my belt from my waist. I grab it and await for further instructions. He tells me to put it around my throat. I'm hesitant but he nods on telling me he won't hurt me. Much less kill me. He tells me to tighten it each minutes until it starts to hurt my Adams Apple and/or I can't breath to where I'll black out. When I reach that standpoint he tells me to let go and take it off and that's the end of my session for the day. But, after I'm done with that he makes me apologize for what I've done and make it up to them. My girlfriend thinks he's trying to kill me and she says whenever he talks to me believe he doesn't exists only she does. But I ignore that. He does exists and there's nothing she can do about it!! I love him, all he has ever done was protect me and be there for me! She doesn't know anything about him! We have a good rest of the night with blushing and giggling. But, to my surprise the next morning... It all changes and I'm stunned confusion at what I'm looking at in the text section of our group chat with another friend of mine. -- Authors Note here: I never finished this. Im so sorry but over the time Ive rather abandoned this book things have been happening and i wasnt all that good. I do dearly apologize for this whole inky mess..
Yours truly- Ink Prince