The cheating - A.I

First Letter - intro

// I do not own any of the characters in this story and everything in it is strictly fictional. The names and places are in no way related to anyone or anything in real life //

Dear Ashton

I know we broke up and I know you don't want to see or talk to me ever again. I don't blame you. It has been a few years since it all happened and I know you wonder why I'm even writing this letter.

You know I cheated on you when we were together, 18 times to be precise. And I still feel like shit for doing it to you, I don't think I loved you and even if I told you I did, I couldn't have because no one in their right mind would do, what I did to you, if they loved someone. And I'm sorry if you loved me, I bet you even wish you hadn't.

But what you don't know is the story behind the cheating. About the ones I cheated on you with, the guys who helped me ruin what could've been perfect. Because let's face it, on paper we were perfect for each other.

I don't know why I'm writing these letters to you, why would you want know the stories of how I cheated on you? Maybe you do or maybe I just feel like I need to write this to let you know how sorry I am. I know it's fucked up, but telling you about it makes it easier for me to breathe and fully let go of the guilt I'm carrying.

However if you don't want to read about the cheating I suggest you stop reading after this letter. I just hope you know how sorry I am.

Because I am.

Sincerely

The cheater.

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Ashton stared at the letter, he must have read it at least three times. It arrived a few days ago but since he recognized her handwriting he decided on not to open it. But yesterday another letter came, marked with the name "1. Colin Winters" and the curiosity took the over hand and now that he had read the first letter he realized that Colin Winters was the first guy she cheated on him with.

He was in shock. Did he want to read about how she ruined his life? Their life. What could've been prefect. Just like she said, they were really perfect for each other. On paper at least.

He went to the kitchen and grabbed a beer out of the fridge and went back to the couch. He stared at the unopened letter on the coffee table.

And with one quick move he gulped down the beer, grabbed the letter and ripped it open.