Michael's POV
It hurts so much. It hurts more then when Jeremy called me a loser.
It hurts more then anything in this life. It hurts more than the cuts.
I want Jeremy to come home. I want him to keep me close to his chest and whisper in my ear 'shh everything's going to be alright baby...'
But no he has to be in New York he abandoned me just like he abandoned me on Halloween night.
^ding^ who could it be now?
Smolboi: hey Michael is everything okay man? The girls said their worried about you.
Gaymer🏳️🌈👾: Rich I'm fine....
Jakethetake: Well man you dont seem fine according to what brooke described you to look like.
Gaymer🏳️🌈👾: I'm seriously fine.
Chole😊💄🐾: well according to what we saw last time....not really.
Gaymer🏳️🌈👾: okay maybe I'm not okay. Maybe I'm depressed and shit but that's nothing to be worried about me for.
Smolboi: tell Jeremy then! Tell him what's going on! He loves you..
Gaymer🏳️🌈👾: seriously? How could a galaxy like him think so much of a little star like me?
Player2 has joined the chat
Player2: because there is no galaxy without a star MICHAEL MELL!
Player2: HOW DARE YOU NOT TELL ME A THING THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU! I CARE WAAAY TO MUCH FOR THIS TO HAPPEN! 😠
Smolboi: oh shit I'll leave this to you to.
Jakethetake: yeahhh same...
Chloe😊💄🐾: my work heere is done!
Gaymer:🏳️🌈👾: .....
Player2: I'm coming home Michael Mell.😠
Gaymer left the chat
This is great this is just perfect. Jeremy has to come home from the dream he has had forever...because of me...
Call from: player 2
Should I pick up? Yes I should.
I pick up.
"MICHAEL MELL IM COMING HOME RIGHT NOW BUT BEFORE I DO EXPLAIN EVERYTHING!!" I cant breathe.
"I'm s-sorry Jeremy I-" "OH NO YOU DON'T SORRY WONT CUT IT TELL ME NOW WHAT HAPPENED!"
"I...I stopped eating to lose weight...and I-I started c-cutting again to make the pain go away..."
He stayed silent. "I cant believe you..." he's going to break up with me. "Why dont you just break up with me Jeremy then your life would be easier..."
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!!! I WOULD HATE MYSELF IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO YOU!"
why do you have to care about me. I love Jeremy and I want him by my side. I want him here with me.
I choke out a sob.
"I-I'm sorry Jeremy y-you probably h-hate me..." "oh baby...dont cry I'm trying to get home as fast as possible."
"O-oka-" "Michael?" I run to the bathroom and throw up.
"Jeremy p-please come home.." "I'm coming baby I promise I'm coming home!" I cry even harder and throw up even more.
I can reach out to someone not like me I can help my mind learn to trust my body.
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Fanfiction(This was inspired by a song called Empty by jadien animations)Jeremy and Michael just finished junior year at high school and it was summer break. they started dating a week before the last day of school. they were hard to separate. Jeremy's dad su...