I cant do this

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Michael's POV

Wait what am I doing!?

I cant tell Jeremy he'll hate me! I dont know what to do I-

"Hello?" "Heyyyy babe.." "hey Micha why'd you call?" "Oh I just wanted to see how you're doing."

"Im doing great! How 'bout you?" "I'm good. How's New York treating you?" "Amazing! It really is the greatest city in the world!"

"Good! Well one week!" "One more week better enjoy it while it lasts!" "Yup...well bye Jeremy." "By Micha."

I hang up and go to my room.

I go in front of the mirror and do a routine I've been doing.

Check.

Arms. There still fat.

Back. Okay.

Neck. To fat.

Thighs. I'm so fat.

Suck it in and pinch my sides. I'm so fucking fat.

The scales are betraying me the mirror is a lie! Ugh!

Numbers it all comes down to numbers I know it's wrong but just because I'm not color blind dosent mean I dont see the colors!

Okay fine! I admit I'm addicted! But the hunger feels good how do I quit this!?

EVERYONE IS RIGHT. CHRISTIENE,BROOKE,CHOLE,JENNA THEY'RE RIGHT I NEED HELP!

I cant do this!

yes you can.

I cant.

Yes.

I cant!

YES YOU CAN KEEP GOING

I CANT GET OUT OF MY HEAD!

THE VOICE IS SO LOUD WHAT DO I DO!?

YOURE FAT!

NO NO NO GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!

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