Lyfe

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"Life is rough, You say that you’re not ready for sex, but you’re in love. . .He says if you’d really loved him, you would give it up. . .Mama says that’s just a line guys use to get ya stuff. . .Which one will you trust?" -Lyfe Jennings

I laid on my bed sniffing, another day Mark has beat me. Vic texted me wanting me to come over again, I want to go just to get out but I'm not sure he keeps trying to have sex, but am I ready? Momma walked in the room, I rolled over on my side and she sat next me. I sighed and looked at the wall,

Tara: I'm sorry baby,

I nodded.

Tara: I love you

Sage: I understand

Tara: Umm Sage . . . Are you having sex?

I looked at her and frowned

Tara: I just want to know,

Sage: As if you care . . .

Tara: I am your mother and I care,

Sage: Mhmm,

Tara: Listen to me, look I know the game . . . These boys just want your virginity and they will be done with you. You are beautiful baby, just think before you do anything

Sage: Mhmm, whatever

She sighed,

Sage: Vic wants to see me, I'll be back

She snatched my phone and frowned,

Tara: So, he only wants one thing

Sage: Ma, he-

Tara: Please, hold on to your innocence use your common sense Sage. I know you know better,

I glared at her and snatched my phone, I walked out the house and went to meet with Vic.

Vic: Wassup ma.

I smiled and hugged him.

Sage: Hey Vic

He stepped aside letting me into the house. Yet again in the livingroom there were Smoke, Kidd and August.

Sage: Hey y'all.

They looked up from their cell phones and smiled.

Kidd: Wassup

Smoke: Yo

August looked at me and nodded his head. I small-smiled and Vic took my hand. He led us upstairs and into his room. I giggled as he placed his hands on my butt.

Sage: Vic stop

Vic: Why?

Sage: Because

He pushed me on his bed and got on top. Spreading my legs, he laid in between them. His fingers slipped into my panties while he kissed me roughly. My hand pushed onto his chest.

Sage: Vic . . .

He shushed me and rubbed his fingers against my clit. My exhaling became faster and I moaned. In the process he left small kisses on my neck, sucking on it. My legs started shaking and I came over his fingers.

Vic: Damn Sage

I smiled and pulled my pants back up.

Sage: Vic why can't we never just chill?

Vic: What ya mean?

Sage: It seems like all you want to do is fuck  me . . .

I looked at his face to see emotion, he frowned

Vic: So?

I frowned and became angry. I pushed him off me and stood up. He followed my motion and got up, pulling on my wrist.

Vic: Sage-

I snatched my arm back and turned around.

Sage: Leave me alone Vic!

Vic: I'm sorry but-

I threw my hand up,

Sage: Save it, Mark was right.

I ran down stairs past the confused faces from the boys and ran home.

Once I got in the house, I just wanted to shower and go to sleep. I was hurt, I mean I should have listened to my moma, but you know how that goes . . . I took a long hot shower and felt myself crying. I thought I could trust Vic, but I guess not. I got out the shower and wrapped in my towel, I wrapped my hair and stepped out the bathroom. Mark and momma stopped and looked at me,

Sage: What?

Mark: That boy touched you Sage?

I frowned and looked at them both weird,

Sage: Where'd you get that?

Mark: You came in upset, look go get dressed we going out to dinner

I rolled my eyes and went to my room, Mark acts like a normal parent when he's not high off that shit. I went to my room and locked the door, I dried my body off and looked over at my phone ringing I saw Vic's name and hit decline. I went to get dressed in something chill, hopefully momma and Mark take us school shopping ya know we do start next week and shit. 

Mark: HURRY UP SAGE! Just like your mother what am I gonna do with ya'll

I rolled my eyes and looked at my text messages from Vic,

Vic: You know I was playing with you, I won't pressure baby. Look call me when you cool off,

Sage: Vic your lying, all you want to do is fuck

Vic: Sage, I am a male that's all I want to do right now. But I understand the whole virginity thing

Sage: It means something to me, I can never have it back Vic

Vic: Your almost 18, nevermind just let me know when your ready

Sage: Whatever Vic,

Vic: So I try to compromise and you keep doing this shit, come on na' ma

Sage: Vic leave me alone

I locked my phone and looked at my lockscreen of Vic, I frowned and grabbed my bag and walked out. Everybody clapped, I rolled my eyes and we left I looked at my phone while we were in the resturant.

Vic: Come see me tonight,

Sage: I'll think about it,

Vic: I'll come get you

Sage: Whatever Victor

Vic: Sage -.-

I locked the phone and looked up from my food,

Sage: Can I go see a friend?

Mark: A friend?

Tara: You made a friend?

Sage: Yea Vic-Toria

Mark frowned and looked at momma, 

Tara: Sure baby,

Mark: You staying over?

Sage: Uhh, yea

Mark: Call us when your safe

I nodded and we drove home after wrapping up our to go boxes . . .