Lyfe

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"Somethings you can change, Somethings you can't, Somethings will never be the same. . .Some people cry, Some people fly, Which one will you choose in your life? Mama you were right all along, Mama I was wrong And another young lifes gone!"

I got to Vic's house and was surprised the guys weren't here, he smiled at me and pulled me into a hug

Vic: Wassup ma,

I rolled my eyes and pushed into his house, I walked upstairs to his room and flopped on the bed. I took the remote and turned to BET and laid there. He flipped me over and climbed between my legs, he just laid there. I sighed and looked down at him, he had his hands around my waist and face in my lap, fake mad ass. I ran my fingers through his hair, 

Sage: Talk to me Vic,

He started snoring, like I know this nigga didn't just fall asleep in my lap.

Sage: Vic move,

I shoved him and he stretched, he climbed to the top of the bed. He looked at me and pulled me to the top with him, I turned off the television and wrapped my legs around him. He adjusted me in the bed where I was flat on my back and he was between my legs. He held my waist and laid his head in my boobs, I ran my fingers threw his hair as I scrolled through my twitter. I am far from sleepy, I saw August on my timeline so I decided to hit him up.

@groundSAGE: Aug on my tl!

@Augustalsina: Lol, wassup ma?

@groundSAGE: Nothing, just bored and felt like talking to you

@Augustalsina: Damn a nigga hurt ma, but ima hit you later

I sighed and just laid down, might as well go to bed huh? I laid still in bed, I felt Vic move his hands up my thighs.

Sage: Vic . . . 

Vic: Shush . . . 

I felt a pinch and my eyes damn near popped out of my head, 

Vic: Relax . . . 

Sage: Vic. . .  Shit, Stop it hurts!

Vic: It's going feel good in a minute ma,

I felt tears leave my eyes, I felt his body collide with mine and the pain wouldn't stop. He slowed down then sped up, after about an hour he finished. I bit my lip and laid there,

Vic: Wasn't that bad was it?

Sage: Vic . . . 

Vic: Huh?

Sage: Why would you do that? I said I wasn't ready . . . 

Vic: We both know I wasn't going keep giving you head for fun ma. I had to get mine in too

Sage: But I wasn't ready

He sighed.

Vic: Its done now, so stop crying ma. Come here

I moved close to him, he pulled me on his chest. He kissed my forehead, 

Vic: You good?

I nodded

Vic: Stop stressing, we both grown ma so it was bound to happen

Sage: Okay.

The next morning I was woken up by Vic shaking me, I looked at him and rolled my eyes. Fuck boy wanna keep playing with me!

Sage: What Nigga?!

Vic: Get up and get ya self together, niggas going to the mall

I put the pillow over my head and screamed, I kicked the covers off and got up. I went into my back and pulled out my navy blue lace VS panties with a bra to match, my love spell perfume, lotion and body wash, I pulled out my MAC makeup box, and other containments. I went in the bathroom and locked the door, I brushed my teeth and washed my face. I turned the shower on and allowed it to heat up before I climbed in. I took my clothes off and climbed in the shower, I made sure not to wet my hair while I was in there. After about 45 minutes I heard banging at the door, I frowned and turned the shower off. Why is Vic rushing me? I wrapped in my towel and sat on the toilet, I applied lotion on my skin then slid my bra and panties on. I applied deodorant and wrapped my towel back around my body, I walked in the room and shut the door. I got dressed *MM* and curled my hair, I did my makeup and added jewerly. I went downstairs and saw August and Kevin, I waved and went to the kitchen to get a water bottle. 

Kevin: You fucking with my mans Vic?

I frowned, 

Sage: Is that what he told you?

I looked up from my phone and looked at August who seemed to be already staring at me, I felt my cheeks turn red when he smirked. 

Kevin: Nah. We asked him, he said ask you

Sage: Nah.

Vic: Nah what?

I broke eye contact with August and looked at Vic, 

Kevin: Nothing. just talking to ya shorty

Vic laughed and nodded, he grabbed my hand and basically dragged me outside. I frowned and snatched away,

Sage: What are you doing?

Vic: If you want August go with him then, I'm not finna play these childish ass games

I frowned and folded my arms across my chest,

Sage: Why you bugging? 

Vic: You right, you not my shorty

Sage: Vic, what is your problem?

Vic: Look go get ya shit and I'll take you home

I frowned and he looked down into his phone, I went in the house on the verge of tears. I gathered my stuff and walked outside 

Vic: You ready?

Sage: I'll walk

I pulled away from him and started off to my house with that heavy ass duffle bag, this nigga took my virginity and now he treats me like shit? I got home and laid in bed. I just wanted to sleep, I feel used and abused.

As hard as I tried to fall asleep, my mind wouldn't. I felt miserable and furious. What was he thinking? I sighed and turned over to grab my phone. I had two missed calls from a number I didn't know. I frowned and dialed back.

?: Helluh?

Sage : Yeah you called me earlier?

?: Oh yeah it's Aug.

I blushed.

Sage : Hey August. How did you get my number?

August : I got my ways don't worry.

He chuckled.

Sage : Whatever boy. Why'd you call?

August : A nigga can't call to say wassup no more?

Sage : I guess. But nah come on. Tell me.

I giggled and played around with my hair.

August : How about you tell me why did you leave earlier?

I sighed and rolled my eyes.

Sage : Vic.

August: What about him?

Sage: He used me.

August : For what?

Sage: I don't really wanna talk about it.

August : Ah that's cool. Can I come over though? A nigga bored as fuck

I sighed deeply.

Sage : I'm not fucking you August.

August : Chill ma. Of course not, we can just chill around.

Sage : I don't know what your definition is of that but I will think about it.

August : It's cool. I will hit you back later, bye.

Sage : Bye.

I sighed and threw my phone to the side. It's not like I didn't want to hang out with August, I just wanted to be alone for awhile. Besides that, all Vic wanted to do was 'just chill' and after all he just fucked it and ducked it. I'm not open for another heart break. And since August is one of his boys, he must meant the same thing.

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Hmm... lol. Anyways new story coming soon!

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