Lyfe

6

"Guess I broke to pieces her heart. Got used to seeing her crying, 'Cause I went and pushed it too far, She got sick and tired of me lying . . . She said I took way too long coming home last night, Said I be messin' with all these women . . . I been doing so wrong, wish I could make it right, Me and my bad decisions. . . .She's gone, gone, gone . . . (I should have) Should have listened (Should have listened), but I didn't..(Me and my bad decisions) . . . She said she move on, on, on And now I'm trippin'. . . should have listened . . . Me and my bad decisions . . .Fucked up . . . Fucked up bad . . .(yes I did) . . .Me and my bad decisions, Ain't no way I could take that back . . ."

I woke up late, I rolled out of bed and stretched. I slowly made my way to the bathroom, I checked my phone and saw I had multiple missed calls and texts. None from home. I shook my head and tossed my phone on the bed, I turned the shower on and grabbed my fresh clothes off August bed. I walked to the bathroom and stepped in, I felt myself just break down but yet I didn't. What is wrong with me, I thought. I got out the shower and looked in the mirror at my red eyes, I got dressed and put my glasses on. I ran down the stairs, and out the door. I drove to my house, I ran straight to my room. I grabbed my clothes that my momma already packed, I looked at her and frowned. I stooped down to her level and felt tears swell in my eyes,

Sage: Ma why?

Tara: I just- just

I shook my head and went in my brother's room,

Sage: I promise when I get myself together I will be back for ya'll

Markey: Please don't leave us Sage,

I felt tears swell and release, I pulled my brothers into a hug.

Sage: I have nowhere to go, so where would ya'll go?

Taray: A friend

Sage: Okay. Get ya'll stuff and hurry before he comes back,

After they made phone calls and packed I drove them to their destination. I hugged them trying not to cry,

Sage: I'll come see y'all everyday, I promise

We locked pinkys and I climbed in my car and drove off towards August house. Smoke, his brother walked out and helped me unload the car. After getting everything in the house I grabbed a bottle of water and started unpacking. I slightly sung while hanging clothes,

Sage: . . . and when it gets cold and I'm feeling kinda lonely I'm hoping that your gonna put a cover on me . . .

I turned and jumped holding my chest.

Sage: Just startled me huh?

August chuckled,

August: Sorry ma,

He looked at me and cleared his throat

August: Wow, umm. My momma asked were you hungry?

I looked down at what I had on, a big tee shirt, eye glasses, hair all messy in a bun and fuzzy socks

Sage: I'm good, thanks

I pushed my hair behind my ear and went back to unpacking. August walked out, I stood on my toes trying to get the box in the top of the closet. I sighed,

Sage: Oh baby don't let me down, gotta lot going on right now and I need you beside me. . .

I finished the closet and started the dresser, I had everything in order according to height. I grabbed out my leggings, tank top and bunny slippers. I walked to the bathroom and took a shower

Sage: And baby if break down will you catch my tears before they hit the ground . . .

I got out the shower and washed my face, I brushed my hair into a high bun. I applied lotion, deodorant all that good stuff and got dressed. I walked downstairs with my phone and tablet, I put my headphones in and typed the song I singing into my notes.

I heard laughter, I looked up and over my glasses and saw Vic, Kevin, August and others walking into the living room. I shook my head and stood up, Vic stopped me

Vic: Wassup, you can't text nobody?

Sage: Move Vic

I pushed him out of my way and went upstairs, August ran behind me 

August: You good?

Sage: Yea, I want some icecream so I'm out

August: Wait, Ima come along . . . For safety precautions

I nodded and smirked

Sage: Right . 

I changed my clothes and we headed downstairs, I stood on the porch waiting on August. I scrolled through my tl on twitter and frowned 

@AugustAlsina: Isn't she a beauty @groundSAGE

Sage: Your an asshole August, 

He shrugged and walked to the car, the guys all walking outside. I frowned when Vic grabbed me,

Sage: Can you leave me alone Vic?

Vic: I want-

I looked at my phone and saw an unknown number calling,

??: Sage Wright?

Sage: May I ask who's calling?

Doctor: The doctor, your results are back

I sighed 

Sage: Alright,

Doctor: Well, you have no dieases but you are pregnant

Within that moment my whole world came tumbling down. I felt my heart fall to the peak of my stomach and freeze, my hands trembled as my palms became sweaty. I felt the urge to puke but nothing would come out, I lost sight and was hard of hearing. I felt lost, how could this happen to me . . .

Sorry I've been M.I.A but I lost the password to this page and just found it so I thought I'd update . . . And I have other stories to be published also. . . Oh and check out the stories on my other pages @Alsina1996 and @Alsinaa1996 , 3 or more comments for the next update .

-OneLove