Love and Life (Merome)

Sometimes...

**Jeromes PoV***
'Their harsh words consumed me, broke me till I was shards on the ground.' I posted on my twitter. Of course, that was my secret twitter. Nobody knew about it. It was then time to go with Mitch to school. The gray walls gave the blue carpet a mellow feeling, leaving my computer, my bed, and my dresser the only things in the room. (Besides me)
            I walked into the bathroom and pulled my PO$H life jacket over my shoulders and down to my wrists. Nevertheless, I put on my PO$H life bracelet, my Jerome one, my BajanCanadian one, and my minecraft one. The hard wood floors of the living room made me slide in my green socks.
             I got a few glances on the street and put on a fake smile to sign a few autographs. The only time I really smiled was with Mitch. And when playing videogames. I might be rich, I might have the best recording equipment or the best life, but that doesn't mean I'm happy with my life. Yes, I'm depressed. I don't even know why I hide it. Everybody will find out eventually. I guess I was just trying to keep he peace if not being bullied as long as I could.   
              Mitch was at our usual place, the corner of 1st street and Steeling Ave. where the big oak tree is. My heart fluttered when I saw him. His dark eyes made me melt, his hair made me skip a heart beat, and he was just so nice to me. We met in fourth grade, but met again later.
          "Hey biggums." he told me. As we walked to school, I looked down. But when I looked up, I saw a pole in my face. "Ow." I simply said. I started laughing and Mitch had a look of concern on his face. "I'm fine biggums don't worry." I told him.
             "Do you want to play a hunger games match this afternoon?" He asked me. "Sure! Hunger games 500 here we come!" I pumped my fists in the air. He stared at me with those soft eyes. I was colorblind; he didn't care. I had a big nose; he didn't care. I had all These flaws, yet he didn't care about any of them. "Mitch, why do you still hang out with me?" I asked him one day. "Because your cool. Your my friend." He told me. We were still walking along the wet sidewalk when the question arose. (A/N this is the same present day when Jerome is going to school with Mitch.)
               "Jerome, are you depressed?" He asked me. I stopped walking. I never thought the question would arise. Why would he ask anyways? My arms wanted to show him the cuts up and down. My heart wanted to cry in his shoulders. My mind told me to stay cool and pretend I wasn't.
            "W-Why would you say that, buddy?" I replied. "You seem a little off lately and really self depriving. Still, You didn't answer my question."
            I knew he wanted an answer. I didn't know if it would be better telling him. After standing there and debating, I knew I had to let it all go. Would it be best though? I decided against it. "No?" I laughed and pulled out my water bottle. "Ok good. Just checking." he flashes his smile that could melt a million hearts. We walked to school, talking, laughing, like the incident had never happened.

So, first chapter. Sucks right? Well, hope you like it. If you can, check out my Youtube Fluffy Noodlez for awesome minecraft, Battlefield, and other gaming videos. Leave a comment, vote, follow and I'll see you guys later. Bye-Bye.

Update: Deleted all my videos bc I got in a rage and started to hate myself and all that I did and this guy whom I know in real life (hes in a different city tho) told me they all sucked and kept telling me that eventually I believed it. Sorry if you liked my channel, I may start it up again someday.