Part 2, Of The Girl...

I Think I Know This Girl Name...

I Think I Know This Girl Name, Then Again I Don't Know. But She Told Me A Lot More Stuff. She Said She Had A Job In Ohio At A Daycare And She Got Paid Good Too. She Did It Last Year (2013) And This Year And She Traveled A Lot Too, She Told Me She Love Traveling.  She Went To Ohio, Maryland, Washington DC, And New York City. She Said School This Year Going To Be Different For Her,  She Staying To Herself And Only Talking To Four People She Already Know.

She Already Said People Is Not Worth Her Trust Or Loyalty Because You Can't Trust Nobody Not Even Your Closest Friend,  Because They'll Be The One To Stab You In The Back. Now You Need To Keep Your Friends Closer Then Your Enemies.  But She's In School. She's on The Swimming Team, Getting All Her Work Done & She Met A Boy And They're Going To Homecoming Together.  So Far, She Already Had The Experience About High School So She's  Okay About The School She At. She Would Of Been In A Nicer School But She Let Behavior Got The Best Of Her. But She Know Just What To Do To Get A Good Education And Live Her Dream

She Told Me She Probably Want To Be A Midwife (Nurse), Have Her Own Daycare Or Be A Actress.  I Can Tell She Have Big Goals In Life, She Just Need To Have More Confidence And Keep Her Head Up In Order To Be Somebody In Life. She Have SO MANY Good Things In Her. She Just Need A Little "Push"! . I Just Wish She Can Believe In Herself More, Because She Is The Best !! And A Beautiful, Nice, Kindhearted Person. She Just Can't See That. I Don't Know Why. But Her Grandmother Has More Faith In Her To Me. I Over Heard Her Grandmother Tell Her "Have More Faith In You Girl !!!!! Stop Putting Yourself Down, Your Made Out Of Good Shit !!!!!!!!!! Trust And Believe It". 

But She Has A Gift. Her Gift Is When She See People That's Disabled, Hurt, Have Mental Problems, Homeless, Autistic Etc... She Doesn't Laugh Or Point At Them, She Helps Them. She Told Me When She Was In New York She Saw A Homeless Lady On The Corner,  And All She Saw Was Penny's In Her The Cup. But Instead She Gave Her A Dollar And Told Her "Have A Bless Day" She Said Her Uncle, Her Two Aunts And Her Cousins Just Looked At Her. "I Felt So Good, I Almost Got Emotional But I Know God Is Going To Bless Me" She Said. Besides That, She Has Many More Gifts. She Just Need More Self Confidence.

But She Told Me This "One Day Imma Look Back On This And Smile Because It Made Me A Better Person Then I Was Back Then, Yeah, I'm Little Depressed At Times But Still I Rise, I Just Been Worried About God, Myself, My Family & My Education. Because The People That Laugh And Been Talking About Me Behind My Back Are Probably The Ones Are Just Going To Be Begging On A Street Corner. I Know I'm Going To Be Somebody In Life Big Enough Where Nobody Can't Knock Me Down With Words There Just Gonna Be Mean And Mad".

I Said "You Is, You Really Is.  I Just Hope You'll Never Give Up, Keep Your Head Up And Try To Be Happy As You Can" . "I Will, I Already Promise My Mom I'll Never Leave Her I've Been Through A Lot But  I'm Here !"

She Said.  She Have So Much Good In Her !!, Why Would She Give All That Up ? Why Is She Depressed ? She Is Too Good And Beautiful To Give All That Up. But Now ? She's Starting To Become Happy. I See It In Her Eyes. "Just Keep Your Head Up" I Said.

"I Will, I Promise........................ Oh & My Name Is Courtney By The Way"

She Is Me ! Courtney ♡ I Wrote This About Myself...