Mine and only Mine

Chapter six

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Lucy's POV

After few weeks.

"Laxus!!" Freed yelled at Laxus as he tried to get him away from me.

" Let me go Freed..... She is getting out of our hands with that attitude of hers. " laxus said while pulling his hand away from Freed.

"I'm just doing what I like to do, Laxus.! What is wrong in that!!" I said with my hands falling around.

"what is wrong with that?..... You are whoring around with anyone you see fit." he said with greeted teeth as he pointed his finger at me.

"it's my life Laxus... I can do what I want. " I said not backing down. Well this is what I was trained for. To step up for myself.

" yes it's your life... Maybe I shouldn't have mended with your life, when your so called father was going to sell you for the same thing. " he yelled seething with anger.

"Laxus!!" Bixlow yelled getting between us.

"don't start on that Laxus" I said pulling Bixlow away.

"why not? Huh? Why not?... Seeing what you have become I shouldn't have saved you from that place. "

"I didn't tell you to" I yelled while breaking the flower vase that was laying on the table beside me.

" then leave!! If you want to whore around that much.  leave this place. " he yelled and I looked at him in shock.

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And that's the story.

Freed let me stay at his place saying that Laxus will calm down and will come back to me. But I don't think that will happen.

It's my fault...... completely my fault.

I shouldn't have slept with that guy. But I couldn't stop myself. I was not there for sex but when he start talking dirty to me I gave in.

I'm really such a whore. No matter how many times I tried to stop myself I'll still be wanting sex. First it was to relive pain and now it's an addiction to me.

I cried as I remembered what Laxus said. He is right he didn't save me, for me to go back down to that thing again.

But I can't seem to stop myself.

Only if I found a way.

Ring!! Ring!!

I looked at my phone that vibrated on the nightstand near my bed.

I picked it up with looking at the name.

" Hey baby!" when I heard that voice I know who it was.

" Hello " I said trying to control my voice.

" hey... Are you crying?"

" No!"

" yes you are "

"Why did you call?" I asked not in mood to fight him.

"I just wanted to talk...... But I see you are very busy in crying, should I wait, baby? " he said with a hint of playfulness. I chuckled