Between Love And Hate 2

Chapter 4

I went ahead and paid my full probation off. I had to go visit the PO today and I did not want no shit. I can't lie I fucked up bad last year. I'm just glad I didn't get a lot of jail time.

I was most definitely grateful for my lawyer and his ways. I been seeing Amber and Chris all over the social media and I can lie that that's a bitter spot for me still.

I still love Amber and I'm mad that things happened the way it did. She used me and led me on. And for what? For her to marry Chris and have a baby from him.

I want payback on that shit for real. I know I killed her father and I raped her sister and got her pregnant was bad enough but I still don't feel that I got what I wanted out of it.

I have seen pictures of my son on social media through Trey page. He ended up marrying Leslie and taking spot in my son life. I don't like that shit either.

That's my son and even though I got him the wrong way I feel I should have a say in his life and he should be in my damn last name not Trey punk ass.

I'm not stopping at nothing until I get what I want. I got to do a concert in Disney world this weekend. I'm gonna fly out after I get done here. I hope getting back on stage will give me some kind of release.

This will be my first concert since all this happened last year. I've been MIA for a while so I'm just gonna make this one the biggest ever. And while I'm there I'll have me a little fun.

I've been chilling with my girl since all this happened last year. She knows what been going on but she is jealous hearted. Mainly because I talk about Amber all the damn time.

Layla was cool and all but she wasn't Amber. We been together since last year and she fine and all but I just want Amber and my son.

And I won't stop until I get them back. I finished my appointment with my PO and went home to pack my stuff. Layla was sitting on the couch waiting for me to come in.

"So am I going with you August?" Layla asked.

"What did I tell you Layla? I said you was going so stop asking me the same damn questions."

"You don't have to get all hostile with me damn. I love you and just want to spend as much time with you as I can."

"And you will but if you keep this shit up I will most definitely leave your ass right here understand me?"

I looked at him and said "yeah I get it."

"Are you packed and ready to go?" August asked.

"Yes I am."

"Well bring that ass on then. We got a plane to catch."

We grabbed our bags and headed to the car. As we got in August told the driver to take us to the airport. We was in one of the limos so I rolled up the center window so we can have alone time.

I kissed on August as we rode.

"Don't start this shit if you can't do everything I want you to do." August said.

"And what do you want me to do?"

"I want some fye ass head."