WHAT GOES ON IN THIS HOUSE ....STAYS!!!!

Chapter1. Child vs Teenager

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I'm scared to speak out!!! Kemi said to me her inner voice terrified of her outcome . "Kemi listen to me your voice matters." I said boldly to her caressing her mind and her thoughts. Kemi shakes with fear rocking back and forth cradling herself. "Maybe I should wait a little longer until I'm ready." I frowned at her thoughts, my energy urging her emotions to come out and speak the truth!!! "You have been silenced for too long But- Kemi tried to protest further .... I press my energy further into her soul,gnawing at her mind for the hidden stories to be told." I can feel you... It's okay I will tell it for you. But- She tried to explain to me desperately. "SHHH... I GOT YOU LET ME SPEAK FOR YOU."~Bryann Jordan

Kemi sits on her family's porch staring at the playground full of kids. Her eyes set on this one boy in particular. A 15 year old boy named Keshawn Williams with a brown skin tone, standing at 5'10 and kinda resembles the character Kane off of Menace to Society . Kemi has had a crush on Keshawn since she moved to Valdosta, Ga. Despite their age difference Kemi knew he took a liking to girls around her age. She just knew she had a chance herself. Now of course Kemi doesn't realize how inappropriate this whole situation is ,sadly her mind is driven by her dirty imagination. Kemi knew just about everything when it came to sex , her parents cap on her access to sex was tight but not tight enough. Having a hard working mama and standoffish step dad hands your child's mind over to tv network. All the sex songs and movies corrupted her at a very young age,rising her hormones leaving her yearning for the real thing. All her mind knew was sex and boys. She loved to have their attention-

"Kemi!!! Her name was yelled interuppting her fantasy of Keshawn by her older boy cousin Terrance.

What??? Kemi asked irritated that her day dreaming was disturbed.

Who is that boy your always staring at??? Do you know him??? Is that your boyfriend? He asked all at once to a smiling Kemi who just squealed and hugged herself rocking back and forth with excitement.

"Hmm ...you must really like him, the way you smiling God can see your big ass all the way down here. Ahhhhhaaa!!! Terrance said laughing hard smacking his knees . He leaned over their porch railing being extra dragging his laugh out.

Kemi smiled nervously shrunk back into the porch swing. Her heart dropping at his remarks about her weight. Kemi's weight is a sore subject for her because she's bigger than most in her grade and she is verbally bullied for it. Her heart sped up at the thought him telling her mom about her crush. Making her vivid imagination start thinking about how she was going to get her ass whooped.

"Terrance please don't tell mommy about my crush. Or I will tell her about the time you and your friend Mike sneaking all those girls in when she was at work." She said hoping that her manipulation would win her out of getting her ass whooped. She thought she could out smart an 16 year old who was way more experinced in the manipulative area.

He furrowed his eyebrows and scoffed at her innocent mistake. "You already told her smart ass, face it you have no dirt on me to tell that you haven't already told." She can't beat me for something she already knows about genius."He said smirking at her mockingly.

Cursing herself out remembering she already told her mother Sheila about the incident. Kemi began to rock the porch bench swing back and forth and thought about how she was going to get her ass whooping. Contemplating if she should try to run or try to negotiate with her mom.  Deciding neither one was good enough she began to pray. "God I know I said this would be the last time you would have to save me but can you just save me one more time. I really don't wanna get a whooping please change her mind god. I promise I'll be good I won't do anything else bad. God please!!! Amen."While she was doing that Terrence stood there watching Kemi his gaze was going back from her to the boy on the playground. He stood there waiting with conflicted emotions running through his head giving him a instant headache. He  shook his head and took one final glance at Kemi before going back into the house.

After a few more hours Kemi decided it was time to come in the house. She walked in the house taking off her shoes by the door. Making her way through out the house she began to look for her mom. She couldn't prolong her ass whooping any longer. She couldn't find her mother no where in the four bedroom house but then she remembered her mom was still at work."Terrence what time momma coming home?" She yelled out to him frantically so she could prepare herself. He stepped out of his bedroom with some red sleeping joggers and a black tank top. "She doesn't get off until eight so she will be home around nine or ten." He said walking to the stove to take the golden brown chicken out of the hot grease. I almost rejoiced until I realized the stove read 8:45 pm. Maybe if I got in the bathtub she wouldn't be able to whoop me??? She thought simply and hopefully to herself . She looked at Terrence who was focused on making everyone's plate for dinner. "Ohhh Terrence can I get four pieces of chicken on my plate?!!!"She asked him ecstatically with the biggest shy grin you ever seen. Terrence just chuckled at her giddiness and nodded his head yes. "Yayyy!!!"She yelled doing a little happy dance. "Terrence when mom gets here tell her that I am in the bath tub"She said quickly not waiting for a answer she hurried off to her room. Opening the door she seen her Uncle peacefully sleeping. She tried to be as quiet as possible getting her clothes because she knew if he woke up he would ask for some ice water. Kemi didn't have time in her mind to do anything else other than her plan.She quickly grabbed her clothes out the closet and walked out of their bedroom closing the door softly. She walked in the bathroom which was right across from her bedroom. She set her clothes on the toilet seat moving the shower curtain back and turned the water on. Putting her hand in the water making sure it was warm enough for her liking. She got the tub stopper and put it in the drainer making the water fill up in the tub. While the water was filling up she disregarded all her clothes in front of the tub. Grabbing her washcloth and soap dumping both right in, sliding down in the warm water. She lathered the dove soap in the towel and started scrubbing her chest and neck with soap. While she was doing that the door creeped open slowly making her heart drop. She stopped scrubbing herself waiting for her mom to fully walk in. Instead of her mom it was Terrence who eased himself through the door closing it softly and sitting down on the toilet. Since she trusted him she thought nothing of him being in the bathroom with her while she bathed. They were very close despite their age difference and Terrence was basically like another father for Kemi. Kemi's father was in and out of her life due to his poor decisions and her moms frequent moves. Her step father was just there he didn't give her the emotional support she needed. So that left Terrence and her mom Sasha who was barely home due to her long hour job. She looked at Terrence for protection and guidance and he did protect her from everything so this did not seem strange to her until... Terrence looked at her with hesitation making Kemi scrunch her face up at him . " What do you want Terrence?" She asked nervously smiling because the tension in the room was thick. "Well your getting older and I'm starting see that your hormones are coming in and I just wanted to talk about it with you." He said to Kemi making her smile at him not because she understood but because she was nervous and didn't understand. "What are you talking about Terrence?" She said to him lightly laughing playing with towel squeezing the water out. " Well I seen you the other day touching yourself and I wanted you to know that you can talk about it with me. Kemi thought back trying to remember what he was talking about but came up with nothing. "I wasn't touching myself Terrence." She said with confusion written all over her face. Terrence scoffed at her and said "I seen you Kemi you don't have to lie to me." I'm just here to help you out K. I rather I help you then you trying to go and get help elsewhere." He said serious making Kemi smile once again not that she found anything funny that's just her natural response to serious things. She smiled and joked when she was nervous or uncomfortable. "Okay then Terrence." She said simply not really understanding what was about to happened . "The boy that you stare at all the time your mom wouldn't like it if I told her about him." Your still a kid Kemi your not supposed to have a boyfriend." He said said looking at Kemi with intense eyes. She sighed and continued to squeeze her towel out every time it was filled water. " I know Terrence but I just like him he's not my boyfriend.She said to him pointing innocently. " I know you think of him as your boyfriend though" He said knowingly but he continued when he seen her sad face. " I won't tell if you don't tell her what we are about to do?" You can't tell Jada either or she will think I am weird." He begged Kemi hoping she wouldn't tell nobody. Jada is Terrence's girlfriend they been together since forever . "She wouldn't understand that I am just trying to help you."He said hesitantly looking at her with pleading eyes.  " Okay I won't tell her but what are we going to do Terrence?" She said clearly lost on Terrence intentions. "You will see after you get out of the tub." Meet me downstairs in the basement and make sure you wash yourself good." He said walking out of the bathroom,shutting the door behind him. "I wonder what we are about to do?" She asked herself puzzled.