My first love Shigaraki x reader {unedited }

Ch.17

Oof I'm sad...am I'm the only one that misses Twilight? 😂😭😭😭

Your POV-

I gasp for air as the the bright sun hits my face making it a bad morning anyway,

I rub my eyes as I grab my phone ~~~~ shim texted me. 'We need to talk' it said,

My eyes widen "honey are you awake?" I heard my mother say downstairs "um yeah be down in a minute" I yell back.

I groan and just reply with a Okay then get dress into some comfy clothes and head downstairs.

"Hey sweetie how did you sleep?" My mom ask me kindly as I puts plates of food on the table, "good" I reply.

I sit down as my brother comes into the room with bed head ~~~~~~ I just chuckle once I see him.

He rolls his eyes and sits on the other side of the table as my mother sits.

"Mom I'm going out with friends today" he says picking up a piece of bacon, my mom nods as we continue to eat.

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S: when u wanna meet?

Y: today would be gud

S: k

S: I will text you later once I'm done a few things

Y: ok, stay safe

S: u to love

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I blush as I turn off my phone and flop onto my pillow "stop making me feel this way" I whim quietly.

Ugh he just has to say a word and make me blush like crazy!

Okay okay I need to chill..I need chill when it comes to him to be honest ~~~~~ I sigh and sit up.

"I wonder what he has to tell me" I whisper to myself as I fix my pillow to make it look normal again.

I hope nothing is wrong, i thought laying back down and looking at the ceiling.

A small Knock appears on my door, "come in" I yell to whoever knocked.

The door opens to my brother ~~~~~ he closes the door softly then he sits on my bed making eye contact.

"Okay..I been wanting to speak to you about.. this person you like" he says quietly.

I give him a weird look but sit up and smile, "shim?" I reply.

He nods "I know you have been talking to him" he says putting his hand on my leg ~~~~ my eyes widen.

How?

"W-What your crazy" I say looking away from him, he sighs "you don't talk about him in your sleep no more and you are always giggling and stuff" he tells.

"And you stutter when your trying to hide things" he adds with a smirk.

A small gasp leaves my mouth ~~~~~ "you creep!" I yell punching him in the chest.

"Stop trying to bring this on me! Why are you talking to a villain N/y!" He yell.

I look away from him again "and don't say you love him because that's stupid to lov-" before he could finish I cut him off.

"Shut up! I love him and he loves me! Stop trying to be in my love life I wish you wasn't my brother in the first place!" I yell back.

His eyes soften once I look back at them, "fine" he says getting up and walking to the door.

"But...once you get hurt don't blame me, blame yourself" he says in a matter of fact tone then slams the door.

What just happen?

Me and brother didn't really get into fights like this because he didn't get mad easily...

So what just happened?!

The door opens to my mother with worried eyes, "hey...sweetie what happened? Your brother went to his room mad" she sighs.

"N-Nothing" I say looking down.

She nods and closes the door, I grab my phone and text shim.

'I can't make it sorry'

I turn my phone off and rap my covers around me tightly as tears leave my eyes.

Why am I crying? I thought as my phone ring telling me someone has texted me.

'Okay' he replies with,

I sigh smashing my face into my pillow, why does life have to be like this?

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"Aww that sucks"Uraraka says with a frown, I sigh and hug her pillow.

"He won't even talk to me" I sigh as she hugs me tightly ~~~~~ "he will tell you what's wrong soon just down worry" she says with a small smile.

Her bed was probably the same size as my and her room was a little bigger but it was much colorful then my.

She talks about her family and stuff as I look around ~~~~~~ soon someone calls her and she leaves the room.

Yesterday was bad, like really bad.

Flashback

I yawn as I rub my eyes, for some reason something felt off but who cares because I'm hungry as hell.

I run downstairs to see my mom as she cooks breakfast "your up early" she says chuckling to herself.

"Yep I'm hungry when's breakfast" I say with a smile ~~~~~ she rolls her eyes playfully "cooking go wake your brother" she tells.

I sigh but nod, I walk upstairs and knock on his door but nothing.

"Wake up" I yell as I open his door, he was laying in his boxers watching YouTube.

I give him a glare "hello? Can't you hear me" I say waving my hands In front of him, he looks at me and sighs.

"Leave me alone" he says annoyed, I was about to say something back until it all kicked in.

Wait..last night!!

My eyes widen "are you still mad at me" I whine ~~~~ he gives me a glare before turning up the volume on his show.

Flashback ended

Why does he hate me? I did nothing wrong.. oh right I'm talking to shim and he found out.

Wait what if he tells mom!

I guess he hadn't yet so that's good, I thought as the door opens.