My first love Shigaraki x reader {unedited }

Ch. 45

Oh and this chap has a LEMON 🍋 since I haven't done one in forever and is a little longer since It has the LEMON 🍋

and this will probably be shorter since I don't wanna make this a long chapter.

Idk if this is a lemon but okay...

Your POV-

"What are you doing in my room?!" I yell putting the note in my pocket as I turn around, glaring at him—he shrugs standing there awkwardly—we haven't been normal since our fight so I could see why he was just standing there.

Usually he would come and act like I'm one of the guys and put me in a armlock or something—which I don't enjoy—but now it seems like we are strangers in our own home.

It's depressing.

"I asked you first" he whines like a little kid crossing his arms over his chest—"I mean the guy also killed you, and plus your friends. Plus I bet mom is—" he stops as I give him that look to tell him to stop talking and for some reason he did.

He frowns, " I need to see him...you wouldn't understand" I mutter blushing at the thought of loving Tenko, I know I do but it doesn't feel real.

"You always think you know everything, I know how it feels to be in love!" He yells pointing his finger into my direction—my eyes widen as his does too.

"Your gay?!" I yell at the top of my lungs—"yes..wait no! Where did you get that idea!" He yells at me back upset.

I sigh, frowning—what has this Conversation turned into to?

"I'm going...and you can't stop me" I say moving past him to tell my mom I was going out but he quickly grabs my shoulder—"you could get hurt" he states, staring into my eyes serious—very serious I may add.

I shake my head, "he wouldn't hurt me" I explained leaving my room—he wouldn't, right?

***

I sigh looking at the old, dirty door before knocking three times like the back of the note said—I was here. Waiting for him to open the door, after getting away from my brother my mom said I could go out and get some fresh air.

I'm scared for some reason, if feels like when we first meant—it seems like we just meant yesterday, and now I don't know what to think of this anymore.

Did I want to be in a relationship where I could get hurt? Did I want to be in a relationship where I could lose everything, even the people that I love.

The door opens quietly, I quickly go inside looking behind me before closing the door softly.

I felt cold arms wrap around me once I shut the dirty apartment door, "n/y" Tenko sang into my ear as breaths into my neck—my eyes turn to him, he looks stressed and I can tell he has been crying for some reason.

"What's the matter?" I ask turning around into his arms, he frowns shaking his head—"it's nothing...just that nothing goes how I want it too, now that stupid purple cloud and master have been taken and probably will never come back anything soon" he explains as his fingers dig into my waist.

He pulls me closer and I gladly wrap my arms around his neck—"now the hideout...isn't close so we can't see each other like usual" he adds even more upset about that.

"Do you have your phone?" I ask.

He goes into his pocket and then pulls out a different color flip phone—"I got a new phone just in case they tried or was hacking it...I made sure to destroy the other but I need your number again" he tells before dropping the phone on the small bed.

"How are your other members?" I ask him as her plays with the end of my jacket some, "fools.. I rather you then that high school girl, then anyone there really" he chuckles dryly.

"What if I was to join you? Your villain group." I reply.

He stays quiet—"I thought—"

He moves his head away from my shoulder so we was face to face—"I thought as well but right now...hero's seem like the villains now a days, I just want to do something about it all..I'm so sick and tired of worrying" I spoke breathless looking up at him.

"After I get my hero's license, maybe?" I ask with a small smile—he nods, "becoming a villain would mean you would leave everything, your family, friends, your school, becoming a hero again is out of the question" he explains, boldly.

I nod in understanding, tightly moving my arms around his neck some more—he leans down and presses his lips down on me, softly, and I gladly kiss him back.

Before we could get any heated the sound of cops go by the house and in the blink of an eye I was under Tenko on the old, small bed as he looks up at the window even though no one could see us.

I haven't been under him like this since we had—no n/y...you only came here to talk!

"I don't think they was coming around here but we should keep a low profile.." he murmurs before looking down at me—my Ames was still wrapped around his neck and one of his hands was around my waist as the other held him up.

We wasn't fully on the bed as well, one of his legs was in the middle of my thighs as they hang off the bed—his other leg held him up as well.

We stay quiet—his breath warm, as his light blue hair falls into his red eyes looking down at me—"your fly is down" I say with a small smirk making him do the same as his hand that was holding my waist goes to my cheek.

"I'm not falling for that one again" he chuckles before putting his lips back on my—the kiss wasn't like the ones we have done before, it was slow and relaxing.

He sucks at my top lip as I do the same with his bottom—we switch as his hand goes back to my waist as his leg pushes me farther on the bed so my head was touching the pillows.

His hand slips under my shirt as he moves his lips down to my jawline, to my neck where he sucks and leaves marks in one spot.

The feeling of his hand slipping down into my pants made it real as I move my hands to the end of shirt to take it off—he sits up on my waist as he gives me a look to make sure I wasn't gonna back out, I nod my head as I sit up some so I could take off my shirt.

He smirks a little bit before doing the same, "I don't have any condoms.." he explains—"check in the drawer...there should be in some in there I mean it is a run down, old apartment complex" I explain and he just nods before reaching over to check.

There was a bible next to a gun, and a small box of condoms that read 'large' he sighs and opens the package before taking off his pants and boxers still on top of me.

"Hey Tenko.." I say before he puts on the condom, he looks up at me curious—"can I try something?" I ask with a small smile and he gives me a nervous look but nods.

"What is—"

He didn't get to finish his sentences before my lips wrapped around his shaft—"n/y" he groans In surprise trying to keep it down just in case there was anyone in he building, which wasn't likely but still.

Tonight was gonna be long...