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Psychology says that no matter how angry you get at a person

If you love them

You'll forgive them

It has been four months

It doesn't look like you're coming back

So dear the person that taught me what love felt like

You broke my heart

And ever since

I can't remember what love feels like

Nevermind how to feel it

The days are emptier

The nights are unbearable

My life is without reason

I am the most lost I have ever felt

I think I'll always love you

And that is the deepest pain I hold

Even though we don't speak anymore

I still get the impulse to do so

Whenever that song comes on

Whenever his name comes up

Whenever I feel like ending it all

But of course, I repress it

Recognising that the space between us

Is one we both have to fight

One that we both have to want to fight

And for what

To get back to "the old times"

What were they exactly

I'm not sure anymore

I'm not sure about anything anymore

Not sure if I should be here without you

Tell me how to live without the one I thought I loved the most

You can clearly do it much better than I can 

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⏰ Last updated: May 12, 2019 ⏰

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