My Fallback Is Mr.Joker

The Start of Everything

This day is very sunny. Life was fine. 

Although I have a boyfriend...

( I took a deep breath)

He was a cheater and have lots of girls around her, and I guess, it is because he is handsome at some point. His eyes were dark brown and he is a typical chinito, his brows were perfectly shaped.

"Kelsey!"

"Hi, what's up?"

"Eto okay lang." He said.

"Great" I said.

"Hindi ka pa rin niya iniiwan?" He said.

"Grabe naman, Jordan as if naman inaasahan mo 'yun?" I muttered

"Oo bakit hindi joke" he said

"Ok, samahan mo na na lang ako sa Canteen." Pagyaya ko.

-My POV-
Somehow, this could be the question about this relationship who knows one day he left me behind for her brand new girl. If that will happen I never wish to be a psychopath who follows him everywhere just to be updated on what's happening to his life.

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"Psst, nanaginip ng gising nakatulala sa hangin." That's Him.

"Ano ba ;yan Jordan? Bakit ka kumakanta ng sintunado." I complained.

"Oh eto na 'yung treat ko sayo biscuit at shake."

(He knows me well, that is why sometimes iniisip ko kung wala lang akong boyfriend sya na ang ideal guy ko)

"Thank you." I said

I look at him, while eating a piece of biscuit...

You know why he's my type?
May respeto sya sa babae, mabait, he has a sense of humor, then syempre chubby siya pero, may hitsura. Sa totoo lang, mas gusto ko yung mga chubby kesa sa guy na may fit body... two reasons why? Mas masarap akapin or gawing unan.

" Tama na yan matunaw ako, alam kong pogi ako you don't have to look at me like that." He said, confidently

I rolled my eyes...

"I agree na lang tutal ni-libre mo ako."

Grrrrrr... brr. Is it a joke or his so confident??
Brr. Forget about Jordan please

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I went to our classroom with him...

Kelsey and of course seatmate ko si Jordan.

I don't kung bakit wala kaming naeencounter na ibang surname between us start with letter H or even I...

My cellphone vibrates. I check it, it was Kelvin

Kelvin: Are you free, after dismissal?

Me: Sure.

Kelvin: Kita tayo sa court.

Ano na naman kaya yung pakana nito.

"Tss. Kung makangiti sya akala mo perfect guy na si Kelvin." Sabat ni Jordan.

" Don't be jealous Jordan." Pabiro kong sinabi

Dumating na ang terror teacher namin sa Math si Ma'am Canlas. This teacher is kind of boring and you will never catch up with her lessons.

.......

*****

Blah... finally dismissal na!

"Bye. Jordan."

Kunwari wala syang narinig sumama na sya sa mga barkada nya sila Gerald at TJ.

I knew it, ayaw nya talaga mapunta ako kay Kelvin

Para siya yung singer ng 'Akin ka na lang' by Itchyworms

Brr.

Tanaw ko na si Kelvin

"Hi, how's my Wifey?" Bati nya

"I'm fine, hatid mo na lang ako sa bahay, I want to go home na I have a lot of homework to do."

(I don't want to be clingy to him, knowing I am just one of a million of his girls, kinda disgusting)

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To cut it short hinatid na nga ako ni Kelvin ...

"Bye na." I said

Gusto ko na talagang umuwi!

And started to go...

"I LOVE YOU." He shouted

Brr. Feeling pa-fall talaga sya well gumagana naman sa'kin yun

I didn't say anything.

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That was the last time Kelvin made an effort for me.

It was 2 weeks ago.

Nakipag-break na si Kelvin sa'kin. I did not expect anything to go this far. I knew to myself he was just fooling around. 

Tama nga yung iniisip ni Jordan, dagdag lang ako sa milyon- milyong babae ni kumag na Kelvin.

After all, I didn't cry because I did not expect anything from him.

DON'T FALL IN LOVE BECAUSE EVERYTHING THAT FALLS GETS BROKEN