I woke up not remembering anything from yesterday
I looked over and saw Astrid playing on her iPad.
"Daddy?" She asked smiling meaning she wants to see him
"Ill text him right now" i said grabbing my phone
"Okay let me get you dressed for the day, did you eat?" I asked
She nodded yes still looking at her iPad
I said okay and got her some shorts with a black shirt and her black vans
I got her dressed and put her hair in one little ponytail
He texted back saying
"No I don't want her in my life anymore i found someone else" i started to tear up and i put my phone down
She looked at me with a sad face
" im okay, you can't go with daddy today he is doing something" i said wiping my tears
"Why?" She asked
" just Play with your toys im going to get ready so we can go out" i said
I walked to my moms room and showed her the text messages
"He's an asshole why would he do that too you guys" she said hugging me
"I don't know" i said crying
••••
I took Astrid too eat and i had a great time with her, I couldn't think about what he had said and let that ruin my day
••••later that night
I decided to text both Sammy and Camilla and let them know what happened. And also apologizing
They both texted back and excepted my apology and said they wanted to hang out to talk about it
I told them to meet at the park that's down the street from my house at 12 in the afternoon tomorrow
••••next day
I woke up to very very loud screams and cries making me jump up worryingly knowing its Astrid.
I ran downstairs and saw my mom holding trying to calm her down
"*GASP* what happened?!" I asked grabbing her and noticing her nose bleeding
"She bump into the table while she was running around" she said
I took her to the bathroom and cleaned her nose while shushing her
She slowly stopped bleeding but she was still crying.
"Make her a bottle please" i yelled to my mom
I picked her up and bounced her
She brought the bottle and i gave it too her and she stopped
"Keep and eye on her next time don't let her run in the kitchen" i said annoyed taking her up to my room
I put on TV for her and grabbed my phone to try and text Christian to see if he was just going through something
2 hours later
I found out Christian blocked me and he really doesn't want to have anything to do with her
But I realized i have to get over it and its also 1030 so i have to start getting ready to meet Claudia and Sammy
11:50
I just finished getting both me and Astrid ready and i had to leave
I grabbed my keys and her diaper bag and walked downstairs
