I woke up and sighed. I looked to my left and my right and didn't see Astrid I assumed my mom had her.
Im really mad that yesterday didn't go as planned i was really hoping that he would understand.
••••3 hours later
My mom left a few hours ago with Astrid to take her shopping and to the park. She was acting a little strange though
There was a knock on the door causing me to be confused because i was expecting anyone over. I opened the door and saw Sammy
"What do you want" i asked letting him in
I went upstairs as he followed and put sweats on since i had on some really short shorts
"Don't have to put sweats on I've seen you n-"
"Did you really come over here to make sexual jokes?" I asked
"No my bad, i came to say sorry and i know that i have to get over all of this because nothing can be changed" he said
"Now you want to be mature about this?" I asked walking back down to the living room
"Yes" he said
"Okay well go ahead" i said sitting down knowing he had nothing to say but that
"That was it and im also sorry for trying to kiss you yeste-" he got interrupted by a knock at my door
"Hold on" i said getting up
I opened the door a little bit and of fucking course it had to be Christian
"Hey can we talk?" He asked
"No im doing something" i said
"Who is it?" Sammy asked
Oh my god
"Who's that?" Christian asked
"No one i have to go" i said trying to close the door
He pushed it open wide enough to see Sammy
"What's he doing here?" Christian asked
"Why does it matter you left her and your daughter" Sammy said
"Shut up" i said not wanting anything to happen
"He's here because i wanted him to be here, now what are you doing here?" I asked
"I wanted to say sorry for what i did" he said
I rolled my eyes and shut the door and locked it really fast
"Im really tired of this why does everything always have to happen me" i said sliding down the door i put my head on my knees and side
"Not everything happens to you" Sammy said
"What were you saying before he came" i asked completely ignoring what he just said
"Im sorry for trying to kiss you yesterday" he said
"No Im sorry for pushing you away and making a big deal" i said getting up
"Your just saying that because of what just happened im not kissing you because i know you really dont want to" he said
I rolled my eyes and went back to my room
"Why do you keep going back and forth?" He asked
I shrugged sitting down and grabbing my phone
"I miss you" i said randomly
"I feel the same way" he said sighing
"I want things to go back how they used to be" i said
What the fuck am I saying
"Thinking out loud?" He asked
"How embarrassing" i said covering my face
"Can we move on now?" He asked
"I've been moved on its you that needs too" i said looking at him
"Mommy!" I heard Astrid yell coming up
"Hi baby!" I yelled getting up
I picked her up and kissed her cheeks
"I missed you!" I said smiling
She smiled and hugged me
"Imma go" I heard Sammy say behind me
"You can stay if you want you don't have to go" i said
"No i have to go meet Camilla" he said
I said okay and let him go even tho i knew he was lying
He came back up a few seconds later
"What happened?" I asked
"Christian still there" he said
"And your scared?" I asked confused
He shook his head no
"I don't want to deal with him right now" he said
She waved at Sammy and he smiled and waved back
"Christian is at the door" my mom said walking in i rolled my eyes and said okay
"Watch her please" i said handing her to Sammy and walking out
"Can you please leave me alone your the one that left us and im not excepting ant kind of apology from you" i said
"Now you won't let me see mu daughter?" He asked raising an eyebrow
"YOU left us so no im not" i said
He punched the wall and walked away
I walked back in and sat down
"Leave now please" i said grabbing Astrid
I sat on my bed and cried
"What happened?" He asked
"Nothing just leave please" i said holding Astrid
He said bye to Astrid and left. Astrid looked at me with a worried look
I smiled and looked at her
"Mommy will be okay" i said kissing her forehead
She smiled and grabbed her toys
"What happened down there?" My mom asked coming in
"Nothing he just said i wont let him see her but thats stupid because he left us" i said
"Boys will be boys there's nothing you can do about it" she said rubbing my back
"I just feel so bad for her" i said looking at her playing with her toys
