I woke up remembering what happened yesterday. Im really sad because now she doesn't have a dad. I know I won't let him see her and it's my fault. But after what he said i just can't trust him.
"Mommy, aunty" Astrid said referring to Camilla
"You want to see her?" I asked she nodded smiling. I smiled at how cute she is and invited her and Sammy over
30 minutes later
"Not gonna lie you two made a cute ass baby" Camilla said looking at her. I saw Sammy roll his eyes from the corner of my eye
"I know right" i said smiling
"Ours would have been cuter" Sammy said shrugging
"Are you calling my baby ugly?" I asked dropping my jaw playing around
"No I'm just saying if we had one it would be cuter" he said smiling
"I doubt that" Camilla said laughing
I laughed with her and he sat there and rolled his eyes acting hurt. I really miss them
"So why did you name her Astrid?" She asked
"I just really love that name" i said smiling
"What's her middle name?" Sammy asked
"Camil" i said looking at Camilla. She went wide eyed and smiled very hard
"Awwww you thought of me" she said hugging me
"Oh shut up" i said laughing
"And left me out of it" Sammy said
"Honestly i was gonna name her Samantha but of course Christian didn't want to Because he knew the reason" i said being honest
They both just looked at me
"What" i asked shrugging
"Were you really?" He asked
"No i just wanted to make you feel better" i said smiling. They both laughed and shook their head
Someone knocked and Camilla went to answer it
"Just the person i was looking for" i heard a voice when she opened it and she got pulled out
Sammy got up and looked out the window
"Who is it?" I asked
"Her sister" he said. I said okay and picked up Astrid
"Do you wanna eat?" I asked her going in the kitchen. She nodded so i made her some chicken nuggets
"I want to have a kid with you" Sammy said making it awkward for me
"Im still to young" is all i could say
"I know but you have one already so-"
"No Sammy I didn't mean to have her okay im not ready for a second kid I wasn't even ready to have her" i said
"No is one ready for their first kid but i want to have one with you whether its now or when we are older buy i want one with you" he said
"How do you even know i will have feelings for you in the future?" I asked
"I know you will" he shrugged
•••••
Astrid is sleep and Camilla left after her sister came so basically its just me and Sammy.
"Back to our conversation, do you have feelings for me now?" He asked
"No but i do sometimes wish we could fuck" i said laughing a little remembering when we did
