Me and My Broken Heart (Book 1) 🗸

Trying Not To Love You

(Louis POV)

        I sat there in shock for a few seconds before shaking my head. "El-Eleanor. Wh-what are you d-doing here?" I stuttered. Fuck! I'm in big trouble. She glared at me.

"I drove here so we could hang out and you wouldn't have to leave the boys, but I see you're perfectly fine without!" She shouted before storming out of the room.

"No! El', wait. I'm sorry. I didn't mean too. Please. El' just wait up." I caught up to her before she got to the door. I grabbed her wrist and spun her around. "Please, babe." My voice cracked a little.

"Don't you dare call me that!" Before she could pull away, Harry appeared next to me.

"Eleanor." he started.

"And who the fuck are you?!" Its easy to tell she wants him no where near here right now.

"Doesn't matter. I'm just a fan. Please don't be mad at Louis. It's my fault, not his. I kissed him.. Not the other way around. I promise, it's not his fault." He tells her. He's lying. Why? Technically I kissed him first. Yes it is my fault. I heard a loud, sickening smack. I looked to see Harry holding his cheek. I let go of Eleanor's wrist and before I could do anything, she spoke.

"Is it true, Lou? Please tell me it is." She said, locking eyes with me. What could I say. It wasn't. Even though Harry told the lie, I don't really want to through him under the bus. And again, before I could speak, Harry did. 

"I'm really sorry. I'm gonna go." He nearly whispered. He moved past El' and opened the door. Without saying goodbye or looking back, he walked through the door and closed it behind himself. I didn't have time to stop him. My mind was reeling. I can't believe he just did that. I really don't want to know what's going through his mind. What if he's hurt because I didn't deny anything? What if he's heartbroken because I apologized for kissing him? I wonder if he thinks I regret it. I don't. I would do it again if I could.

"Louis, I'm sorry I yelled at you. If it was just a stupid fan making a mistake, then I'm not mad at you." She lent in for a kiss but I stopped her.

"El'," I started. "I think we should break up." She pulled back.

"What?! Why?" She seamed shock, why? I have no clue.

"Well, One: we've been fighting a lot more and I can't keep doing that. Two: your rude about my fans, no matter what they've done. And Three: we're growing apart. Oh and your a bitch a lot of the time." I said. Shock was written all over her face. 

"I'm a bitch?" She asked. She went to slap me, but I grabbed her wrist. 

"You should leave." And with that, I opened the door and pushed her out. She stomped down the hall, cursing to herself. I grabbed a jumper before walking into the hall, closing the door behind me. I need to find Harry. I need to apologize. I'm such a dick. Breaking two hearts in one day. Though, I want to fix one of them. 

(Niall POV)

                Liam and I were out walking in a park we found. He seamed OK, considering. But I was wondering why he wasn't more upset. We stopped under a shady tree and sat down. We haven't talked this whole time, witch I'm fine with. We sit here for god only knows how long, before Liam finally said something. "Thanks for being here Niall. You just being next to me helps right now." I blush. 

"No problem. I mean, Harry and I were already at our guys hotel anyway." I chuckle. But he didn't. So I stopped. 

"Niall?" He started and looked at me.

"Yeah Li?" It took a minute but he finally asked.

"Is it bad that I'm a little glad we broke up? Does that make me a bad person." I shook my head.

"No. Because maybe your glad that your now single, or maybe you have feelings for someone else or-" He cut me off.

"I do." He said.

"You do, what?"

"Have feelings for someone else." My heart broke a little.

"Really? Who? Harry?" I chuckle at the last question.

"No. Louis like him and that would be a bit awkward."

"Then who?" He just looked at me for a moment.

"Don't get mad, OK?"

"Why would I be mad Liam?" I asked. It took a minute, like he didn't want to tell me anymore. 

"You" he whispered. My eyes widened. 

"What?" I choked out. Really?

"I have feelings for you, and that's why I'm not too upset about the break up." He was watching me closely. I could tell he was a bit scared I would hate him. I just started. After a minute, I think he thought I hated him. He sighed. He went to talk but got cut off by me pushing him to his back and leaning down to kiss him. (Just pretend that's them.) I pulled back and he was looking at me in shock before he smile. I was about to tell  him I like him too, but my phone went off, telling me I had a text. I started to blush and got off him. I looked at my phone and saw it was a text from Harry. 

'I'm going home.' I was confused. Why would he go home?

'OK'. was my reply. I hope he's OK.

(Harry POV)

                I texted Niall saying I was heading home, he just said OK. I sighed, trying to hold back tears. When I left the hotel room, I ran down the stair and out the front of the building. I ran as fast as I could until I was two blocks away from the hotel. I sighed. It's going to be a long walk home. I kept thinking about what happened. I could get it put of my head. My cheek still burned. I think one of her nails cut me. Was Louis really sorry? Was he sorry for kissing me, or sorry we were caught? I keep fearing it's the first one. Is it just a mistake for him? I mean he kissed me first, and it's not like he was drunk. Why did I lie? Well, I didn't want Louis to lose his girlfriend that he's had for years, just because of one kiss. My heart aches so much. I wish it hadn't happened. OK, while that's I lie. I'm glad we kissed. That's what I've wanted since the first day Niall and I found out about 1D. 

                I stood at the side of the road, wait for a taxi to come by so I could stop it and get a ride home instead of walking. I stood there for a good 10 minutes until I could flag one down. I opened the back door and was about to get in, when a pair of strong arms yanked me back. Before I had the time to say or do anything, I was pushed against the side of a building and I felt those soft lips on mine again. I closed my eyes for a second, before the person pulled back. I was staring right at none other than Louis Tomlinson when my eyes opened. He leaned in and whispered in my ear. "I broke up with her. I'm sorry you got slapped." He pulled back and looked at my cheek. The taxi long forgotten. I just stared at him. OK, so now I'm dreaming. Louis so did not just leave El' for me. Not possible. I was breathless. This is not happening. 

                His fingers lightly ran over my cheek. "Does it hurt?" It took me minute before responding I shook my head slightly, though that wasn't true. I could trust my voice at the moment. He sighed. "Please say something Harry. I know I'm a terrible person, but please say something. Anything. You want me to leave, I will. Want me to stay, I will. Never want to talk to me again, I'll get rid of your number. But please, anything." He begged. I took a shaky breath.

"Why would you break up with her?" I asked.

He looked me in the eyes, and told me the best thing I ever hear in my whole life. 

"She's not you." 

I really hope you all like it. This is the longest chapter so far. :) <3

Pages: 5

Words: 1,420