I went home and I immediately strated crying..
I cried for all the good things I'm gonna miss ..
I cried for all the hard times that I've been through..
I cried because I know there are people that I won't see anymore
And I cried because I've only recently recognized how awesome they are..
I cried for all the confusing moments that I had and the choices that took me long and hard to make
I cried for the people I let down and for the people that let me down
I cried for the friends I met the past four years and for the relationships I made
I cried for the amazing teachers who were pare of who I am today
I cried for my personality that shaped through time and the changes I had
And I cried and cried and cried until I am a mess of tears and memories and hopes and fears.
But crying doesn't mean it was all bad, neither does it mean it was all good.
It doesn't mean that I regret anything. It just means that I am aware of it all and that I truly madly deeply gonna miss all that.
Now the tears are starting to dry on my cheeks.
Now I know this is a beginning of something new. But at the same time I know that this is unrepeatable.
But hey that's what life is about right? Actions, memories, new beginnings.
This is to the upcoming days, to the future me: I will never ever forget all this and I hope from the bottom of my heart that tomorrow would be bright and successful and that I'll keep glowing and challenging ✨
Amen
13/05/2019
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