Random thoughts

A Twist Of Fate

What happened today is just shoking! I still can't properly get it in my mind..it doesn't fit!

I woke up in the morning to a message in my phone telling me I succeeded the extra exams and I will be able to study in9 a special high school.. I was happy and everything went well until something super bad and unexpected happened and twisted my mood from super happy to super sad..

I spent hours crying today..yeah I should be happy not sad! But here's what happened:

Well I will start from the beginning; that exam is to enter a special high school for only the best pupils in the country and everybody dreams to study in it but it wasn't something that I really wanted. But my best friend wanted to go, she would always talk about it and tell me how much she wants to go there.

And I realised that the only possible way to study with her in the same establishement is to attend that school.

So I started dreaming about it, and imagine how fun and great would be spending the whole day from 8Am to 6Pm with my best friend...it was just magical.

I then decided that I wanna go there and I studied hard to reach my point..even when me and my family traveled before the exams I spent the whole way studying to make that beautiful pic in my mind come true.

And we come back to today...I texted my best friend to know what happened with her and she told me that she failed.

That was soo bad for me.. like WHAT! SERIOUSLY?  What I expected is that I fail and she succeeds or we both succeed and we have a happy school life. Even when I prayed I asked God to make us both succeed .But like they say "it's a twist of fate"

I just hope that was the best for her. But I will truly miss her!! We spent 5 years studying in the same class and the last 3 years we were inseparable. Litterally inseparable that many thought we were twins. We had great moments together. We understand each other without even talking! And we used secret words that no one could understand but us.. we had our magical world with lots of imagination.

But it's not over.. no! Our friendship will last forever and ever and ever..it will :)

Next year everything will be new to me: new school, new place, new faces..I hope my classmates would be kind and lovely and treat me like I treat them. I won't even be able to see my mother for the whole day and it's something I'm not used to.

Oh c'mon! Don't be negative like that! Look at the bright side! I always say that I hate routine and I love exploring new things, so this would be a good adventure for me! I will be able to rely on myself and have a strong personnality. Also I always used to complain about how much my classlates waste time in class and don't let me neither the teachers focus on the course and here in my new high school ALL pupils are good at school. Besides there is two people from my old school who will be with me next year. Well we are not close friends because they kinda love themselves more than anyone but at least I won't be totally alone :)

In short, life isn't pink and we don't always have what we want. But we should keep moving no matter what because life won't ever wait for us. Keep smiling and be happy 'cause life is too short to worry about it and "life is better when you're laughing"

Peace xx ^-^