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~His pov~

She walked away without a glance back, the kind of exit that left no room for doubt. The bus doors hissed shut behind her, and as the vehicle pulled away, a weight settled in my chest—a foreboding certainty that she was gone for a long time, if not forever.

Four years slipped by like sand through my fingers.

It was an ordinary Saturday afternoon at the local store, the kind of day when the sun hung lazily in the sky and the air was thick with the scent of fresh bread and the chatter of families. I was there with Kendra, my wife of two years, and our two little girls, Elise and Ruby. We navigated the aisles like seasoned adventurers, loading our cart with diapers and cereal bars—staples of our life, mundane yet comforting. My life was full in every way that mattered—filled with packed lunches, park outings, and the laughter that spilled from our dinner table, where Kendra and I would trade stories of sleepless nights and the joys of parenthood.

Then I spotted her.

Down one of the aisles, she stood among the canned soups, a figure from my past suddenly resurrected. I wasn't looking for her; fate had other plans. My heart stalled, the air around me thickening as if the world had paused in that single moment. Kendra, blissfully unaware, was deep in conversation with an old friend near the dairy section.

"I'll grab the granola bars," I murmured, though I wasn't sure if I was talking to Kendra or to myself. She waved me off with a smile, and I felt the pull of the past tugging at my feet, guiding me toward her without conscious thought.

She was still breathtaking, though time had etched lines of weariness around her eyes. There was a fragility in her demeanor, a delicate tremor that spoke of battles fought in silence. As I approached, she turned, and our eyes locked. For a heartbeat, the air crackled with unspoken memories. Her smile flickered to life slowly, like a candle igniting—hesitant, yet electric. It was as if she was testing the waters of an old memory, and then she began to walk, casting a glance over her shoulder that beckoned me to follow.

I hesitated, the warmth of Kendra's laughter drifting through the store, a stark reminder of the life I had built. But something in that fading smile—an urgency behind her eyes—compelled me forward.

Outside, the parking lot stretched wide, the wind tousling her hair as she finally paused. She stood there, facing away, as if the weight of our shared history made it hard to bear the connection between us. A sadness clung to her, a haunting echo of what once was.

"You look good," she said softly, her voice barely rising above the rustle of leaves in the breeze. The steadiness I once knew in her was replaced by a vulnerability that shook me to my core. "How's... Kendra?"

I felt the truth hang in the air between us like a fragile glass ornament. "She's my wife," I replied, each word feeling like a betrayal even as it slipped from my lips. "We've been married two years."

Her mouth twitched, a fleeting sign of hurt, but she quickly masked it, wrapping her emotions in the familiar armor of bravado. "I'm happy for you. Really." Her voice trembled, but she forced a smile that never reached her eyes. "I should've come back sooner, but... I was scared. Scared you'd hate me. Scared you'd moved on."

Her fingers trembled as she rubbed her hands together, her gaze drifting down to the cracked pavement. "I regret leaving," she whispered, the confession spilling from her like a long-held breath. "I never stopped thinking about you. About us. Everywhere I went... it reminded me of you."

She took a deep breath, finally daring to meet my eyes. Desperation flickered there, raw and exposed, in a way I had never seen from her before. "I don't expect anything from you. I know I'm selfish for even being here, but I had to tell you. I love you. I always have. And... I want you to come with me. Leave this place. Leave everything."

Her voice cracked, the weight of her words reverberating between us. I had never witnessed her like this—so bare, so unsure. Once, she had been my anchor, the one who charted our course through life; now, she was the one unraveling before me, and I was left grappling with the unfamiliar feeling of uncertainty.

"I know you have a family now," she continued, her voice thick with emotion. "I tried to let you live your life without me. But I can't pretend anymore. I need you."

My heart thundered in my chest, a riot of conflicting emotions battling for dominance. I thought of Kendra—of Elise and Ruby, the life I had painstakingly built. The comfort of routine, the warmth of love—everything I had ever wanted. A normal, steady apple-pie life.

But then I looked at her.

There she stood, a mosaic of strength and fragility, barely holding herself together yet somehow still smiling through the tears that threatened to spill. She looked tired, worn, but there was something about her that felt like home—the thrill of lost adventures, the rush of excitement I hadn't felt in years.

She was waiting.

In that moment, as time slowed and the world around us faded into a blur, I felt a realization dawn within me. I was already saying yes. No contemplation, no weighing the consequences—something within me still belonged to her, and it always would.

I inhaled deeply, my hands trembling at my sides. The rational part of my brain screamed at me, reminding me of my responsibilities, my daughters, the life I had built with Kendra. Yet the part of me that craved adventure—the part that yearned for the wildness, the passion—grew louder, drowning out the rational voice.

I met her gaze once more, and the smile that blossomed on her face was like a beacon of hope, illuminating the shadows that had lingered between us.

"Lead the way," I said, the words slipping from my lips before I could fully comprehend their weight.

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