You sigh as you watch Joj cry whatever he has left. "y/n, can you believe she did this?" he sobs, yet again. you felt horrible. his heart was broke, and he had nowhere to go. of course you let him start at your place. but that doesn't help the heart break, does it? "joj, i know i'm supposed to be supportive and here for you..but i'm also going to be 100 percent with you. i knew she was going to do this, George. in all her other past relationships she cheated. what made you think that you were any different? i don't want to sound rude but i've tried to tell you to think of this realistically but you never did. and now guess where you are now? sitting on my kitchen floor with ice cream and a picture of you and her on your phone. i tried to help you prevent this, joj. i did. but you didn't listen and now i'm stuck seeing you and it breaks my heart knowing how hurt you are by her. i love you and i don't want to see you like this. i care for you and i'm so sorry you have to go through this." you sigh and wrap your arms around him. he lets out a shaky breath and rubs your back. "you know what, y/n. i love you too. and i love the little speech you just did. but you know how fucking stubborn i am." he laughs and you smile. "yeah, i do know." he sighs. "i regret ending it." he says as he picks his phone up again. "what?" you quickly move away and watch him find her contact name as he wipes away the tears and sniffles. "it's okay, it's okay. i can get over the fact that she cheated on me. as long as we're together it doesn't matter." you stand up and look at him, almost offended. "ar-are you serious?" you ask. "what?" he laughs. "i was..whatever. just know if you call her then you're leaving. i don't ever want to see you again. so please, call her. i'm not putting up with this anymore. i was willing to give you a home, george!" you were practically screaming at this point. "would she do the same? honestly. if you were struggling would she help you and be there for you the way i am?" he looks at you and furrows his eyebrows. "why..why does this matter to you so much? why do you care about me so much?" he laughs and shakes his head in disbelief.
"don't worry about it. just please get out of my house if you are going to actually take her back. "whatever, y/n. i'm calling her." he holds the phone to his ear and you storm to your room, tears threatening to spill. you curl into the covers and start sobbing. you've loved joji for as long as you can remember. has he felt the same? no, he's been too focused on that girl of his.
you quickly fell asleep but woke up to the feeling of the bed sinking down next to you. your eyes shoot open and joji wraps his arms around you. "come here." he says softly and you put your head on his chest. "i was dumb." he whispers. "yeah, i know." you sigh. "what are you doing here?" you move your head to look at him and he smiles. "i can't lose you over her, y/n." he says in a low voice and rubs your cheek with his thumb. "the only reason why i cared about her so much is because she was the only girl that i was able to have a relationship with, really. and i did it to keep my mind off of you i guess because you're like. out of my league or something like that." you laugh and lightly hit his side. "im not!" you smile and he kisses you softly, you were shocked but kiss him back, smiling into the kiss. "can i spend the night?" he asks softly and you nod. "of course!" you put your head back on his chest and he rubs your back. "wanna know a secret?" he asks you. "let me hear a secret." you respond. "i think i'm in love with you." he says as he draws a small heart on your back with his finger. "i think i love you too."
this sucked. but hey, it's something.
