We Don't Have To Dance

Chapter Seventeen

It's been a couple days now since I've been off tour. I have every last thing I can think of in my house. Andy's been staying with me lately because I don't like the idea of being completely alone... so basically he lives with me. I want to put out an add on Creg's list asking for a roommate, but I don't need anyone to pay the rent, and I don't want to have to clean up after anyone. I just hate how lonely it feels but I love it at the same time.

"I'm sorry I've been holding you hostage" I smile at Andy who's sitting at the island besides me eating the breakfast I cooked him

"No no! I'm happy to be here- but I do have to go film for the Andy show today"

"Oh" I nod "I think I'll call my modeling agent and see if I can book a gig, or hangout with friends to keep busy"

"Good idea" he smiles

When he leaves though, I revive a million deliveries though, so I'm unable to leave. I make the pour workers drag beds and shit up the stairs. On the bright side though, I finally get my guest room set up and the basement!

"You have a gorgeous house" one of them tells me

"Thank you!" I smile

I kind of guide them around, but soon they leave, leaving me to set up. I make both the beds, and design the night stands. In one of the guest bedrooms, I put two picture frames; one of me and all the Black Veil and Asking guy's at a show, and another of me and Kellin taking a selfie. When I see it I feel bad almost... a long time ago I promised him I'd come out to Michigan to come see him, but I never did. Then in the other room, I have pictures I took of Daisy's, a picture of me, Pierce The Veil, Andy, and all the girlfriends at Disney land, and a modeling picture of me and Alysha. When I'm done setting up, I go into my office, and plop down in the chair, and dial kellin's number.

Ring ring
Ring ring
Ring-

"Hello?" He answers and my heart skips a beat "...Hello?"

"Hey Kellin" I smile

"Who is this?"

My smile drops, "Uh, it's Amanda, do you remember me?"

"Uh, Amanda Who?"

"Never mind, I'm sorry to bother you"

"Wait!" He stops me

"You probably don't remember me" I laugh "You went to my birthday party... and I was on Warped-"

"Amanda!" He cheers "What the fuck? Of course I remember you! I thought you didn't remember me because you never came out to Michigan!"

"I-" I think for a minute "Yeah, I've been really fucking busy man. I just bought a new house actually, and I was setting it up, and I found a picture of you and me, and I Uh- I missed you"

"Awe" He laughs

"It made me sad that I never found the time to come out"

"Don't sweat it kid" he chuckles "Can I come see your new house?"

"Well" I start "I'm going back to the bay in three days to take finals. How bout when I come back we find a time? I just finished setting up my guest room so you'll have a place to stay"

"I'll be there" he chuckles "Just let me know when you get back!"

"I'm really happy I called you" I admit

When we hang up, I bask in this feeling of content. I'm really truly happy, with my new home, and my stress free situation. After a minute, I decide to call randy, which I'm able to book an appointment with for the following day