⛄️ Capítulo 5 ⛄️

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*your POV*

It was the first day of school, and the last year of school too. I was really nervous, but not as much as Alex, I swear the beanie boy was about to pass out. I grabbed his hand "You can do this," I told him, "i know, I'm just a little nervous" he said, pressing my hand a little "A little? Your shaking" I told him, "Ok yeah I am super fucking nervous," he confesses, "Don't worry, it's the last year of school, plus the people here are actually pretty nice, if not they're probably psychopaths or something" I said, calming him down. "Okay," he sighted, we walked onto school like it was my own house, I was so used to it. Alex looked extremely nervous, "You've got this" I told him, pulling him into a hug before going into my classroom. 

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First day passed, quick introductions, new teachers presenting themselves, and those first day shannanigans. I won't go into a whole essay about it, I'm too lazy for that. Anyway, I immediately checked out on every boy that passed that door, expecting the best, and yes, many hot boys. I didn't really make any new friends, I'm not that social, I only talked to Alex, who seemed pretty nervous. I stook with him most of the time, making sure he's fine, which he kind of was.

"Any cute girls?" I asked Alex, "Nope, none of them are, well I hate saying this but My TyPe" he responded, I could tell he was lying, since the girls at  S/N are pretty as fuck. "Any new friends?" I asked "Not really," he said, he looked pretty disappointed. We got home, my mom already had food prepared and the smile of eternal questioning. As expected, she did ask us a shit ton of questions, first day of school shannanigans I guess.

Alex POV

School was great, I didn't make much friends, but I got an inside look on American high schools. They are so different from Mexican, it's way more chill here, like everyone is nice to everyone, unlike Mexico where you feel like you could get stabbed any minute. We were heading back home, "Any cute girls?" She asked me, "Nope, none of them are, well I hate saying this but my type" I lied, the only cute girl I saw was Y/N, but I couldn't just be obvious like that. "Any new friends?" Y/N asked me "Not really" I answered, disappointed I suppose, I spent my time with her, since my socializing skills were low as fuck. I really didn't felt good when I saw her stare at the guys entering the classroom, She looked like she was already planning her next hook up, these guys looked like average school douchebags. 

As we were walking home, I went in again with my staring-at-her shannanigans, she looked gorgeous today, as simple as she was. I couldn't take my eyes of her, no matter what. God, this girl is going to be the death of me. 

We got home, her mom recieving us with a giant smile. We ate, her mom asked a bunch of questions, exited to see us home after our first day. I happily answered, I was glad to be in such a welcoming place, and not to mention.......with a really, uh well, attractive girl. I've never liked a girl this much,  which says a lot about her. 

After finishing our meal, we went back upstairs. She headed to her room and I headed to mine, grabbing his brothers guitar to practice for a while. I really liked that guitar, it was nice and it sounded beautiful. I made sure not to hurt it, it isn't my guitar.  I touched it for a while, mostly practicing random songs I liked, singing along to track the chords. 

Your POV

After taking a quick nap, I heard an angelical voice singing, of course it had to be Alex. He seemed to be practicing, but he knew the songs so perfectly. I decided to head to his room to check him out. As soon as I was about to walk in, i stopped. He looked so,... I can't find the words to describe. Watching him raised shivers across me, his way of touching the guitar was sweet, and subtle. I really wanted to walk in, but watching him calmly was perfect. I swear this boy is everything I needed, sweet, gentle, and hell, he's great at the guitar. But I couldn't date him, i can't  date anyone at the moment, I've fucking up my past boyfriends. I feel like I could ruin him, but i can't help myself, he's everything I needed. I've been trying my best to hold my emotions, and it's been a torture. But I really don't wanna do anything to him, so I'll just have to hold it in. 

Alex POV

I kept playing along, memorizing each chord follow up by the corresponding lyrics. I've never really liked my singing, it's a lil to high pitched, kinda like I just hit puberty. As I was touching the guitar, i noticed that Y/N was at the door, "Oh, hey y/n, wanna come in?" I asked her, hoping she would "Sure, why not" she said, coming in and closing the door. "What are you playing?" She asked me, "oh well, random made up songs." I responded to her, I've never actually written a whole song before, but I'm kinda got at rhyming and making quick verses, depends on the mood I'm on. "That's nice, pass me the guitar imma play a song" she said, I passed her the guitar and she started playing, she was really good, better than me. She played F/S and she sounded angelical, I really was trying my best not to push the guitar away and kiss her. 

The way she touched the guitar was magnifying, it made me fall in love with her even more. Her voice was soothing and relaxing, god I felt myself getting shivers because of her sweet notes. And the best part of it all, her. Her touching the guitar, she looked so beautiful. It's one of the most beautiful things I've ever gotten to see. "Well, that's all I know," she put the guitar back into its place. "You should really do a cover for YouTube, or even try releasing an EP, it would be fucking epic." She told me "you're voice was beautiful, you're awesome at the guitar." I complimented her, "I don't, I suck at it, you don't tho" she responded to me "are you kidding? I've never heard someone sing as good as you before, you really are good at this you know?" I told her, getting closer to her. "I guess, I guess," she responded. We kept a second of silence, staring at each other, her eyes meeting mine. I suddenly couldn't help myself anymore. I went for it, I kissed her

As our lips connected, I felt so relieved. Her lips, perfectly round and beautiful, felt so nice with mine. She didn't seem disturbed at all, she pulled me in closer, grabbing my jacket closer. I wrapped my hand around the back of her hair, and tried to deepen the kiss. It was a magical moment, our lips passionately connected, touching each other at different places for impulse. I slid my hand to her waist, pulling her closer. She seemed to stop there, "what's wrong?" I whispere "oh, nothing" she answered, proceeding to continue the kiss, "are you sure?" I asked her to assure myself. "I don't know, i can't really date at the moment,.. um, im gonna head back to my room," she answered, and let go of my jacket. 

I felt pretty disappointed, and sad. Did I do something wrong? I couldn't get it. We where about to take it to far, but she seemed disturbed. I don't know if it scared her of by touching her waist, maybe she wasn't ready. I couldn't fall asleep, I just kept thinking about her, and that kiss, that damn kiss.

Your POV

Alex kissed me, passionately. I felt like paradise, his way of kissing me was magical, I felt so on cloud 9. As we where making out, I remembered how badly I've done in relationships lately, how I've been  the one ruining them. I really didn't wanna mess this up, so I pulled back, "what's wrong?" He whispered to me, worried "oh, nothing" I replied, trying to continue the kiss. He held me back a little bit "are you sure?" He asked me again "I don't know, I can't really date at the moment,.. um, im gonna head back to my room" I told him. 

I felt terrible for that, but I just couldn't ruin him. I headed back to my room. I couldn't stop over thinking. He kisssed me like nobody has ever, he kissed me in such a way that I just couldn't say no, but I had to. I couldn't let him fall in love with me, that's gonna fuck him up. I couldn't fall asleep. God he kissed me so beautifully

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Mkay that was sPiCy! I couldn't hold my wishes so yup, that happened. Btw F/S stands for favorite song. Hope you guys liked this! I'm so sorry it took me so long! I'm going to try to be as active with the story as possible! Anyway please vote and comment I'd appreciate so much 💕 love you guys kakaksl

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