Mystery of Love ~ [QuackityHQ x Reader]

☃️ Capítulo 6 ☃️

*your POV*

What the fuck.

What. The. Fuck.

My head has been all over the place recently, I feel so bad. I shouldn't have continued Alex's kiss. I'm afraid he'll fall for me, when he shouldn't. I don't wanna break his heart, I don't wanna hurt him. He's been good for me, but I'm fucked up. He's better off dating someone else, anyone rather than me. Dating is a huge distraction, it's too tiring and I'm not up for it. I- I just- I'll just vent real quick:

OKNSHOKISOPUIOHEH UISUIHOSIUOHOUIDHOIUBDIUBSOBJSUHIS FUCK

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

WHY DID I LET HIM KISS ME, WHY DID I CONTINUE

WHAT THE FUCK IS GONNA HAPPEN NOW

IONSIONDUHIDJUODJIIJDIOJIDJIODUOODINJIOJUNDIJOIJOSJIOSIJOD

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT

Anyway, after that tantrum, I have school tomorrow. I've been searching up ways to faint so I could skip school, so I'll probably apply some. Fuck school tbh.

The next  day

I'm Woken up to the sound of my damn alarm. That fucking alarm. Miracle that it actually woke me up, it usually never does. It pretty much woke me up because I wasn't even asleep at all, I just couldn't sleep. "Good morning! What do you want for breakfast?" My mom asked, peeking through the door. "Uh- hi mom, uh I, i don't know I'm ok with just a coffee or a hot chocolate." I answered my mom, I could barely stay still or stand up. I was so weak from not sleeping. I stood up and headed to the bathroom, trying my best to avoid Alex at all costs, I washed my face to at least wake me a little bit more. After doing the bathroom morning shenanigans I went downstairs to get breakfast, Alex was there, eating a sandwich. I avoided eye contact at all costs, for the best. "I made you both, so you can take the coffee to school, you seem exhausted." My mom told me while serving the hot chocolate on a cup. "Morning Y/N" Alex greeted me, trying to avoid eye contact as well "morning" i greeted him back. It felt incredibly awkward, I just couldn't with it all, so I almost choked on my hot chocolate and headed upstairs to try one of those fainting tricks I saw.

Alex POV

I kissed Y/N yesterday, and I shouldn't have. I couldn't sleep last night at all, thinking of what I did wrong or what it could've been. I didn't even activate my alarm at all, I stared into a clock until I had to get up. "Good morning Alex, what would you like for breakfast?" Y/N's mom asked me, "Good morning, I'm okay with a sandwich" I responded quickly, trying to sound as less exhausted. I was heading to the bathroom, but then I saw Y/N, I wanted to talk to her so bad, but I knew I shouldn't, especially after last night. I went downstairs to catch my breakfast, Y/N's mom made me a sandwich worth to die for, she's amazing and super sweet, not better than my mom tho, nothing beats her. Y/N came down the stairs, I could notice she hadn't slept either, I avoided eye contact as much as I wanted to look at her, it was hard, really hard. "Morning Y/N" I greeted her, she greeted me back. I thought about asking to talk with her, but brushed it off. She seemed really exhausted, way more than me, which filled me with guilt, so much guilt. She drank her hot chocolate way to fast my throat hurt in the sight, hen she immediately ran upstairs faster than sonic. I wish I knew what was going thru her head, what did I do wrong?
After finishing my sandwich, I placed my plate on the dishwasher and went upstairs, with the purpose of talking to Y/N. I headed to her room and got confused by what I saw. She was on a weird position and seemed to be holding her breath, just as I was about to talk to her she collapsed to the floor. what the fuck? i quickly ran towards her and yelled out for her mom. She immediately ran to the room, "what happened?" She asked mortified "I think she passed out" I assumed, after seeing that procedure. "she is breathing, let her rest. She will probably wake up soon enough. ive got to go to work, please take care of her. ill call your school and explain what happened." her mom said. I put Y/N in her bed and stared at her for a second, admiring her beauty.

your POV

i was awoken by a strong smell, my vision was blurry and i couldn't see well. I pressed my eyes a little hard to get my vision back, and i saw alex. My plan worked, i got to skip school, but on the other hand, im stuck with alex. he was holding onto my hand. "Hey Y/N, how do you feel?" he asked me, he seemed very worried, i don't blame him, i would be scared too if i saw someone standing on their ass and then immediately collapsing. "Oh, hi alex, uhm, im okay." i responded to his worry. "Good to know, do you need anything?" he asked me, damn, why do you have to be so sweet? "Uhm, i think i need some rest, thank you alex." i suggested, "Oh okay, please tell me if you need anything" he said, "i will, thank you" i thanked him and went back to bed hoping to get back my lost sleep.

alex POV

Y/N passed out, and i was scared shitless. i quickly googled ways to wake someone who fainted. Apparently a strong scent can help, so i ran into Y/N's mother's bathroom and searched for essential oils. I sniffed a few and sneezed way too much. After sniffing a few, i took the lavender oil, which was the strongest. I took the lid off and put the oil under her nose, holding onto her hand hoping for her to wake up. After a couple minutes, she woke up. "Hey Y/N, how do you feel?" i asked her, worried of course. "Oh, hi Alex, uhm, im okay" she responded, thank god she's fine.

She went back to sleep. i went back into my room and started working on a video, editing. I was feeling miserably bored, so i went back to check if Y/N was awake, she was, "Oh, hi alex" she greeted me, "hi Y/N, feeling better?" i asked her, sitting by the side pf her bed "Yeah, i actually made myself pass out, i didn't sleep in the slightest." she said, this is my fault, fuck me. "neither did i," i sighted, "Look Y/N, i sincerely apologize for last night, i don't know what got into me, and it clearly hurt you-" i was apologizing, on the verge of tears, but she cut me off "Alex, its okay, its not your fault." she said, with her palm on my cheek. I could feel the tears about to run, "i just felt so bad," i raised my hand up to wipe a tear off, im really not that emotional, but i don't know what got into me ever since i met her. "alex, don't worry, you din't do anything wrong, come here" she pulled me into a hug. "Its okay." her angelical voice whispered onto me, is it possible to fall in love this soon?

*your POV*

I pulled alex into a hug, poor kid was sobbing, "its okay." i whispered, i could feel his heart beating, and him holding back tears, damn it ain't that big. We pulled off, alex sighted, he seemed to feel better, "Thanks Y/N, i really needed that." He wiped the leftover tears on his cheeks, "Its okay, you're such a baby tho" i joked, "Shut up" alex giggled, his beautiful smile coming to light. "Aight, im hungry, lets cook sumn" i got up from the bed "Ramen noodles please" alex requested, "Ramen noodles it is!".

Today was so nice, the more time i spend with him the more i don't regret that kiss, i don't believe in love at first sight, but i swear to god, alex was perfect. he was sweet, he was hilarious, they way he looked into my eyes and the way he hugged me are out of this world. He's also an amazing singer, and not gonna lie, he's a godly kisser. i cant be falling in love this fast.

xxx

I APOLOGIZE SO BAD FOR NOT UPDATING FOR SO FUCKING LONGGGGG ahhh! im so sorry :( i procrastinated on this. But i didnt expect this mediocre fanfic to do so well, thank you so much for your support! i love envisioning alex as something other than what he shows on yt and on twitch, trying to envision his personality on these occasions. anyways, i hope you enjoyed this short chapter! new chapters soon <3