The Conceal Secret ( Boy + Boy )-ON HOLD

Prologue: Excerpt From A Chapter

. . . . . .Prologue. . . . . . .

           "I love you." she confessed suddenly. I blinked, my back was compressed against the walls as I stared into her sea-blue eyes. Yes, those captivating sea-blue eyes. Just looking into it had drawn me in, reflecting an image of the sparkling sea itself where the sea gulls cried in the skies. She hovered over me, and I tilt  my head up to glance at her.

            Her body was broad, it was a slim figure, she was skinny. Her bottom was complanate and her chest was a little flatter than usual. I had no bias judgement against her. She was beautiful, with her golden locks bouncing off of her shoulder and down to her collar bone. Her arm was placed against one side of her wall, leaving the other side an exit where I can just walk away. 

           But I didn't want to walk away. Her confession made my heart skip a beat or so. It was weird, she was taller than me, actually taller than most boys in our school. Her voice was a bit deeper than usual girls, but that didn't matter now. I learned to accept your love ones regardless of their appearance and such. I felt my cheeks beginning to burn, the heat emitted off of my skin was starting to take form of a blush.

           "L-Lukia. . . " I mumbled her name softly. Lukia, it was such a beautiful and elegant name. It meant light, just like her heart and her eyes and her face. She was very beautiful, her long lashes were noticable to my eyes. I fidgeted and looked away, averting my dull brown eyes from her. 

            "Carlen, do you like me?" she asked and that question struck my heart like a piercing arrow. But not in a bad way. I suddenly drew my attention on her and gazed at her again. The heat from my cheeks had increased, so the blush was visible by any second now. Like? No, I love her as well. But why, why would such a beautiful and talented girl like her would like someone as boring and pedestrian as me? 

              Suddenly, her face inch close to mine. My eyes widened as I felt her breath against my lips. With no hesitation, she placed her thumb and fore finger on my chin and tilt my head up. It made a difference since she was taller than me. Way too tall. I was small compared to her. 

               "Nn..!?" I muttered out and then, she closed her beautiful eyes and placed her soft yet pink lips onto mine. In shock, I flinched. "!!!!?" I blankly stared at her in confusion. My heart pumped rapidly and I felt the hot blood racing against my veins. Her lips were smooth and I felt them brushing against mine. I felt barren all of a sudden, unsure to what to do next. 

               She stole my first kiss. Actually, I wanted her to be my first. I didn't hate the kiss, in fact I loved it so much, but I didn't know what or how to react to it. I squeezed my eyes shut when asudden, I felt her hot and wet tongue brushing across the lining of my lips. She kissed my lips again and then pulled away.

                   I gasped for hair, my breaths that left my mouth were becoming uneven. I panted like a tired puppy and felt the saliva around my mouth was still lingering there. She back away, giving me some distance and some time to regain myself. 

                   "How was it? Wasn't it a kiss that you wanted? Your face says so." she said and I looked up at her, my heart would not calm down. It was a kiss that I wanted, specifically from her. She was my first love, my first heroine, and my first friend. But the question she had just asked seem relevantly dark. I looked at her and nodded.

                   "Y-Yeah.." I mumbled, wiping my lips. "I do. . .you...are my first." I admitted. Then, a small smile formed on her lips. Gorgeous. It was plain gorgeous. She placed a hand on her hips.

                 "Really?" she said, as if she was happy that I was her first. "I didn't know that. Well, Carlen, since I am your first, there's something I want to tell you." she said. I blinked at her. The way she worded it sounded like it was serious but no expression was telling me that what she was about to tell me was serious. 

                 "Eh?" I said blankly and my heart managed to calm down. My breaths finally decided to go back to normal. She ran her hand in her hair, her long fingers slipped out of each strands of blonde locks as they bounced against her shoulders. 

                 "Carlen, as much as I hate to say this, what I am is not what you expect." she said, her voice had suddenly dropped. Something tells me that this was not going to turn out great. What if she wanted to stop becoming friends with me? What if . . . she was using me? All these horrifying thoughts gobbled my mind. 

                   "Lukia. . .?" I said her name. "What are you talking about? You can tell me anything." I said. In other words, I wanted her to get straight to the point. I don't like cliff hangers, they kill me. Lukia sighed and she flipped her bangs so I could see her alluring eyes once again.

                       "Carlen, please don't hate me for this. Don't you noticed something different about me? I didn't entered the all-boys academy for no reason. I've been a deception towards society, the school and its peers, and even you." she said and I felt my heart pumping from not lust but anxiety. I still didn't understand what she was trying to say. Deception? 

                "Lukia, what are you saying? There's nothing different about you. . ." I said  and she lowered her hair, glancing at the marble floor and then looked back at me. 

                   "Carlen, what I'm trying to say is that, I'm a guy, not a girl." she muttered and I widened my eyes in bombshell, I became utterly speechless.

                Wait, what? Lukia a guy? Then . . . . why? Why was. . ? I was confused now. This didn't seem like a game Lukia would play on me. But. . how? Why. . .? My mind was completely blank. Why did she. . he. . do such. . lie. . ? Was that what he  meant when he said that he was a deception to the school and society?

                  With no hesitation, I took it like it was a game. "Ah. . ha ha. . .L-Lukia, you're joking right..?" I murmured and began to laugh slowly as if it was really a joke. Lukia would never deceive me like that. I trusted her, I did.

                 "No, I'm not. I'm straight up a guy. My real name is Luke and not Lukia." he said and then my laughter suddenly vanished in thin air. I became in a state so shock, words could not be produced from my mouth anymore. I tried to say something but nothing came out. I lowered my head down slowly, confused. "And I'm not joking, Carlen." he said, his voice dropping deeper. That made me jolt and I glanced at him.

                 So this means. . .that my first kiss was stolen by a guy and not a girl?